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Saturday morning

2009-10-25T14:40:00.005+08:00

1 week of my second semester have passed and i've blogged about it.

Saturday 24th October 2009.

Happy 19th Birthday Akmal. May God beseech you with best things in life and good luck for your studies.

I followed Mummy to the market to purchase some groceries. Mummy,CK and Me. We have turned organic since i've been having gastro problems. After 2 months of junkies i certainly didnt feel healthy,i've been having gastrointestinal problem nearly everyday of my life and its not comfortable. Doctor says this is due to lots of Hari Raya junkies,carbonated drinks =( .

I start my day with a glass of apple juice since i've embarked on a more balance diet consist of organic brown rices( white rice makes me feel bloated with air) and lots of vegetable and fruits and exchanging palm olein with Olive oil ,i eat normally but no junkies for me for a few month till my gastro feels well again.

Mummy's Baked fresh prawn brown rice with blanche garden greens.

Aiba N her clientele. (Not sex-hotline)

A few months ago after i my lawyer chased me,i creed that i would start saving my own greens and quit my heavy spending lifestyle.I certainly has grown wiser on handling my greens. I don't spurlge like i used to. Being 19 has certainly make me more thriftier. I never fail not to spend every single available cents of my mom and dad's greens. To save my own greens,i've begun embarking on a new business. I'm now a tutor. I have 5 clients under my wing and im earning a considerable amount. I took this job because its pretty resonable and it doesnt require much of my time since most of my clientele are my neighbours who stays 2 storey above me.LOL. This save transport money and traffic time.Teaching primary school kids maths and sure made my mathematics mental sums better. =) Its the most rewarding part-time job i've ever done.

2 week of the semesters awaits..i can smell the lab reports and busyness coming my way. Im geared for them. LET THE GATE OF HELL OPENS!

Take care monsters.

XOXOXOX

Schools In,Holidays are officially OUT!

2009-10-23T19:32:00.004+08:00

Dress and sneakers on campus?? She is breaking the fashion law! Call the fashion police!!

Charco Chicken + 3 salads

Chicken Schnitzel + 3 salads

Salad Station

Charcos!

After lunch at Charcos calories..i had brow boiled rice and grilled dory

Calculus! Not bad =)

During lecture!

Salut Monde! Comment vas tu? Moi? Je vais bien Merci.

First week of school has finally ended. The first week has lots of briefing and many tutorials and lab sessions are cancelled. This is just the start of the 2nd semester but i've skipped two days which are Monday (lundi) and Friday (Vendredi) . Monday was because half day of my lessons was cancelled when i was about to tap my carte a puce (smart card) to head on to college the last lab session was not cancel but i dont want to waste my time going for some darn first week briefing,i stayed at home! and friday which is today! i overslept (for the first time in my pre-historic life) but it was a blessing in disguise because QC lecture was darn boring. I stayed at home with my cats and family,we had a feast since everyone is at home <3.>

Premiere lesson du francaise,Mecredi, c'est bonne jour!

I've realised a life dream on Wednesday. I was finally in my ever-longed french lesson with an authentic french teacher from Paris. I feel its like im a step closer to what i've always wanted to achieve in life,which is to speak and to WRITE french avec Mehdi. He has been my sensei responsible for my pronouciation and basic words that will enable me to survive in case im lost somewhere in France,but now Monsieur Didier will take it a step forward to teach me on the building block of forming sentence structure correctly! =) Bonne Chance pour moi!

Wednesday Emcee!

Rd and I went for an emceeing audition (after being nominated by our Mentors) .Its been a while since we have retired from the limelight of our rich and famous life,but talented people like us are just not left alone.lol. When i got the audition script and Rd was my patner it just make me feel once again empowered . It aslo reminds me of our glory days! The audition went superbly well,beyond words! But I don't have any expectations because there is lots of competition ahead of us! But our professionalism have blown our auditors away.However i just hope for the best. All univers will conspire accordingly with our merits and talents!

A new camera-phone.

I didnt purchase any new phone but i finally decide to use a phone given as a gift from a friend of my mom,its like my old samsung phone but of a newer version.It has camera unlike my expensive blackberry and the function is user-friendly. I can take pictures now! =)

Thursday Lunch.

I had a 3 hour lunch break and Farid has decide to go to Charcos after i've suggested because i know its somewhere near our campus. We head on to Charcos and i ordered Schnitzels +3 salads ($9.50).Its worth the value and i felt really full even though i didnt finish my schnitzels (I would recommend this eatery =)

I had a good start for the semester,i have this feeling that it will remain this way. I have faith on my second semester. Good Luck! Thank You for reading!

Love,

Aiba Roselyne Rosli

Let have some fun,this beat is sick!

2009-10-19T00:22:00.003+08:00

Late update of my graduation picture I love em'

Outing with Rd,Mas,Farah and Syamirah! The Clan! Stay tune for more hot gossips guys! xoxox

The 19 year old Ms.Aiba Roslyn Rosli

I apologize for the long haitus of my dear blog. I haven't had any mood to blog during my 2 months holiday. This semester holiday has been a long one,imagine being at home from the first day of Ramadhan till the eve of Eid and when the takbir sounded im still at home after 30 day later? 2 months in total,but in between i did have fun ofcourse!

Eid this year has been the same as any other previous eid's in my life (minus the do not need to pack my luaggage because we are going on a trip to elsewhere) .I wont complain that its boring because im thankful that i have a family ,new clothes and never ending complaining of wheather i have more than enuf clothes or shoes for this Hari Raya. I'm Bless,Thanks to Allah who beseech me with such opportunity. We took hari raya photos with my uncle brand new Canon DSLR (i went gaga when he took it out of the camera bag) the pictures are printed traditionally and given to us in an enveloped,but hell ! i dont remember where i placed the envelop. I will find it soon enuf and i will show the whole world my family photo :)

The results were out like soo long ago!

After i sat for my last exam paper,i was having the guilt to have fun during the holidays because hell yeah! CEP was tough even though this is my second time seating for such paper,this clearly drew the line on where Aiba weakness lies. Calculus was breezy,but i know i can make it. CEP was a soul shatter any wrong moves ,you're in the dumpster hunny! But thank Allah s.w.t once again,I passed all my module will dull colours,i dont really care about colours for now,all i need it to move on to the next semester which will be far more exciting ! I forsee a truly beautiful semester 2.

Hallelujah..

During the hol's,I've done something which i've not done for 2 years already.Which that is....

Guitar Playing. Oh boy! I remember Punk Princess and Guitar pro. Those were the days that only Rd and ITE friends get to catch a glimpse of! Muhahahahaha!

Happy Birthday Day to Aiba Roslyn Rosli .

I turned 19th on the 10 October. I didnt do any celebration nor any surprises comes knocking at my door.

19 is not big deal.

Make sure you guys plan something on the 10.10.10 huh!

Second Semester...

I've always been looking forward to learning french OFFICIALLY even though i've been trained by Sensei Mehdi for the past 3 years. French as a official subject sure makes Ms.Aiba estatic and this will enable me to build my building blocks for my sentencing which i fail to do so properly till this very day. No worries,Je te promise! i will do well =)

Rd and Aiba..1,2,3...Peter Paul Mary..We are the emcee!

Rd and me,we are well-known for our emceeing skills back then in our glory days. NYP has given us the opportunity to be a star once again! We will make ITE proud! Wish me luck for my upcoming audition this Wednesday! =)

My lucky star is back with Me. :* Its late now. I will head to bed and wake up with an aura that attracts all the positivity in the universe!

Iyi Geceler! Opucugu! xoxoxoxox (I learn basic turkish during the hols :x)

I want to be EVIL

2009-09-14T03:35:00.000+08:00

I've posted pictures with Iv'ry soap
I've pettered stray dogs and shied clear of dope
My smile is brilliant,my glance is tender
But I'm noted most for my unspoiled gender

I've been made Ms Reingold,though i never touch beer
And i'm the person to whome they say '' You're sweet my dear''
The only etching I've seen have been behind glas.
And the closes i've been to a bar is at a ballet class

Prim and proper,the girl who's never been cased
I'm tired of being pure and not chased.
Like something that seeks it's level
I wanna go to the devil.

I want to wake up in the morning with that dark brown taste
I want to see some dissipation in my face
I want to be evil,i want to be mad
but most of all i want to be bad!

I want to be evil and trump an ace
Just to see the look on his darn face.
I want to evil I want to hurt flies.
I want to sing songs and make guys cry
I want to be horrid i want to booze
And whatever i've got i'm eager to lose

I want to be evil,the evil little me
Just as mean as evil as i can be.

Muhahahahah!
Aiba Roslyn Rosli

2009-09-09T03:49:00.000+08:00

I LOVE SHOES! (Shoes Alert)

I HAVE AN ADDICTION FOR SHOES. (My recent addiction,after i discover that i can walk well in high heels *_*)

Deepest Confession....

LAST MONTH I PURCHASE 17 PAIRS OF SHOES WHICH IS EQUIVALENT TO ONE SHOE PER DAY OF SHOPPING ( that sounds soo mathematical )

There is 1 month and 1 day to my birthday so let me list down some things that i want for MY birthday. Sounds demanding right? Let me just list them down so you have a rough idea of what i want but do not need.

1. Shoes Voucher or cute shoes. I wear Size 6 for MaryJane's . Size 5 for Triangle tip and Size 4 for pumps. Im in need of a sexy Red cute pumps!

2. Book Voucher ,If you plan to get me books get me Paulo Ceolho ~ Winner stands alone. I will love you for that.

3. OPI Nail polish. Must be BEAUTIFUL AND BRIGHT.

Well,honestly that is all i want for my birthday. Hahahahah. Nothing more than that.

But wait..what i want but do not need? Oh well,yeah! We live in a world of abundance. So hell yeah!

2009-09-08T00:49:00.003+08:00

Ramadhan 2009.

Hello once again to all. I've been entangled in my cob-webbed of responsibilities that has enable me to not have the time or mood to update my blog. Its already the 17 day in the month of Ramadhan,Eid is just a blink away. As usual,i've been really busy helping mommy baking kuih tart,Orders have grown exponetially which no 2 women team can handle. This year mummy hired some helpers to help us with the baking however, her concientiousness towards her tart making art workers a fail project. They were both fired and we are back to 2 women team -_-''. That is a blessing in disguise because its more sastifactory rather than having a stranger to work on something that turn out you have to pick up the pieces that they left behind,that is so double-job and f***ing tiring. 2500 Tarts have been baked. Wheeet. That is a big accomplish me for me.

Apart from tart rolling and baking...

I sat for my end of semestral exams one week after Ramadhan commence. Starting with Calculus,IPC andCEP. It was mentally challenging however i feel that i've done alright so far.No high hopes for this semester,i will let this one pass. From this semester i have a good gauge of the pace and how it will turn out for the next semester. Half of the journey conquered. I wont worry a wink. I will just go on and see what is destine for me . May all the universe conspire in helping us achieve our belonged dreams.

BBQ for the 16 turning 17, 17 turning 18,18 turning 19. CPT0902.

My faculty mates had a get together session on the 2nd September 2009. I made banana-choco fondue for each and everyone,it turn out to be pretty awesome ^_^. That is the first time i made something ultimately by MYSELF. 2nd September clashes with my tart making day and that give me the laziness to attend the party,but what to do i have to play my part as an active classmate -_-'' . I felt it was utterly a waste of time because at the back of my cerebrum hemisphere i was worried of the 1111 unfinished pineapple filling that i have roll into shape. The party was amateur, i just hope they would grow up faster and have a bbq of their lifetime as gaga youths! hehehe. Ps: Imagine singing ABC songs for bbq? gosh,never felt like a loser in my life before. Our pit was e55,which was like damn far from civilization. Party ended at 10 plus. We made our way to be bustop being hopeful that we can catch the last bust home,we missed it. This is my second time missing the bus home after a party. tough luck! But Farid ,Farah and her friend and me hail mr taxi and get on with our journey home. I was struck by headache maybe due to boredom. But had no choice to still execute me 1111 tart filling. =)

Bring back oh! bring back ,bring back my bonnie to me! to me!
My Mehdi is missing again! hahaha. He likes to play hide and seek doesnt he? Well,dear friend, where are you now? Tweet me soon.
Im a twitter fan! I've been twitter ever since god-knows-when. Im a person with a million thoughts and i certainly have gazillion things and comments to make. Twitter is my best gadget.

I love tweeting what i see.

What else?
I have nothing on my mind now. Its as clear as the lazuardi sky. I fill up my days with reading and spending time with my dear psuedo hubby on bed with my babies Oreo n Petra. Btw,Petra turned One year old on the 26 August 2009. Farid went home with me and we got her a beautiful birthday cake and a candle. How cute!

F1~ 2nd Night Race
I would be there beside all the big names and stars of the Night together with RD and the Clan.

I will update me soon.

Toodles.

2009-07-29T13:29:00.000+08:00

It was the yester-month since i've updated my blog. I've decided to update after reading are-dee's blog,feeling pretty inspired with his busy-as-a-bee lifestyle.LOL.

I've been stuck at home for 3 days in a row,im down with influenza not H1N1 strain,but just those common household influenza that makes u feel like the whole world is on ur shoulders.I've missed quite alot in school,but who cares. Im sick and i need to rest. hehehehe. I will catch up when tommorow comes.I don't miss school,but i miss my friends and my homework,i feel pretty impaired missing lesson.
The last CE tutorial test was pretty much of a disaster,i have no idea why. But i wasnt receptive enough,maybe im just being too complacent. I didnt sit down with Ms.Paper and Mr.Pen,all i used was my super vision which wasnt that superb.Learned my lesson so i wont repeat such innocent mistake again.

I've begun to pick up upon my recent failure. I decide to let go of GPA dreams and just be a mediocre,but this wont be for long.Once i know the pace,i bet im able to run accordingly.I just want to get by the THRU the first semester and start a new chapter in the next semester because there is where everyone will start on a new page.The competition is high for the first semester because is merely a repeat of what they have done back then in their high school :P . The true story will only unfold only when they see themself doing something unfamiliar. Get your Doctors and patients dreams away from that novice mind because that is fuckingly bullshit,because the colums,pumps,compressors,nut & bolts will be ur bread and butter in the next 2.5 years in college.MUHAHAHAHAHA. There is where all the ex-CPT'ians will rule the world. MUHAHAHAHAHA.

What should i be doing now?
Yesterday,i've done my communication skills presentation. I will be doing my OP tommorow. Bout my role play? I'm taking it live infront of the audience. My semestral project? I realised that i've been the key player all along,not brooding over it,but i realised i've been the key of almost every door that i've came across. C'mon god,give me someone who i can trust to work with, another RD would be great *_* . Now im left with 2 weeks,( according to RD's blog ) exam will take place. I've been listening closely in lecture and going the extra mile to make myself to understand behind all the complex explaination behind IPC. Im bored with Linda's lecture and have decide to turn to alternative means to get some concepts drilled inside my head, which truly helps. Ps: bananaiscool lecture on Hess Law save me for my recent IPC test,which i aced with a 'B'.

She died while she was living.
on the 10th July 2009, an ex-classmate of mine LiZhen passed away after being brain dead for quite awhile. I didnt attend the wake,since i heard there isnt any since she was cremated.Life is too short,live well and happy folks.

Im now going to deal with some of my work. Will update when the wind has inspire me to do so. Wish me luck for everything.LOL.

Toodles!

2009-06-14T14:33:00.002+08:00

Dusty blog.

I've received remainder from dear Sap to update my dusty blog well,im now here with the mood to update.The June sun is shining out,June means summer for people who lives in the cold country however during summer Singapore just get hotter.Imagine our average temperature is now 34 deg celcius. Its really warm and darn humid. Lets not complain about the weather because it can't be change.
June is the month where all the best people in the world birthday lies in. First with Rd,who turned 2o on the 6th June follow by Mehdi who turned 22nd and Cik Bali who turns 44 on the 7th June,My Mommy who turns 43 on the 11th June and lastly grandma rock who turns 75 this upcoming 19th June. Best wishes to all my love ones!
With this statistic i see myself being comfortable with people who are born in the month of June,so June babies beware,i might be your next good friend.

Its the Holiday....(boo) -_-
I might hate holidays but,i think that is the time where i can pick myself up where i left off.It seems that i have lots of loopholes for my academia.Like Rd,he is lost and he need a compass.
Well,Captain Aiba has to draw up her map so that she can find her directions.
Tommorow i shall be the warrior in search of my dream and destiny and followers?
I will list down everything and anything in the ' i don't know' list. And ask all the professors that are available and within reach.

'I need a map,direction and someone help me please' support group.
I realised that some of the first year's are struggle to cope with the pace,however im planning to open a support group where all lost souls can salvage themselves and feel empowered.

I have to get ready now,Sap wants me to teach him calculus.

Toodles.
visit www.aibacalculuschallenge.blogspot.com for more maths info.

2009-06-02T19:22:00.003+08:00

''When the dark clouds comes,it will definetly pass and it shine once again''

Who is having their dark cloud moment say ' I ' ? I would dare say ' I '.

Because at this current moment , i've learn to accept the reality and understood that those glory days were YESTERDAY. Trouble seems far away yesterday but dear friends for those who say I, they are now here to stay. But worry not , in life there are times where we fall and we will fall hard. I've fallen countless of times through this journey to be who i am and where i am today. For what that we would be experiencing will not deterred us to be who we are destined to today,i belief that it was Allah conspiration that leads me to where we are now. We live in a world where failure is taboo. I begun to see that when i've gotten my failure grade after 2 years of being on top. Not deafeated but soulfully motivated. All in the name of meeting someone and ride camel thru the sahara would be something that i outlook for,if this motivation fails then it would just be me in the lands of the sun and my fat pay check.

So for those who say I. I the warrior of light would be on a journey insearch of my destiny.Any followers? We are now away from the Oasis it would be an unpredictable battle out there,its the survival of the fittest out there neverthless its all Maktub.

I found this saying in this website '' while our culture encourages INNOVATION, it also punishes failure '' . My college is famous for there INNOVATIVE spirit which i don't even see any in my faculty. i dont care about being innovative here ,because the voila moment will pop out of no where.

For a close let me give us some tips on overcoming failure.

Expect that you will sometimes fail.

When you do fail, embrace it. Turn the failure into a positive by figuring out where you went wrong, then applying what you learned to your next endeavorDon't take failure personally. According to University of Washington psychologist Jonathon Brown, if you lack self-esteem you may over-generalize your failures and conclude that you are less competent than others. However, the best way to build your self-esteem is to pick yourself up after you have fallen down.

Realize that successful people fail, and have likely failed many times to get where they are.

Picture yourself failing and imagine the consequences that could follow. You will likely find that they're not as bad as they seem. Then, go back to picturing yourself succeeding.

If you fail, make it a point to keep going and try again. Don't let failure stop you.

Talk about how you're feeling. Expressing your fear to a trusted friend or family member may help you gain the confidence you're looking for.

Good luck,for you and for me. To all angels,may you be with us protecting us thru this journey insearch of destiny.

2009-06-01T23:58:00.002+08:00

The climb.

It has been a rough start for me this semester.But who cares,in life is all about climbing mountains of obstacles and just at times in life we have to be defeated,well at all this moment we will be mould into a stronger persona.Just like how quench hardening makes metal harder. Why fear failing if is 99% of success? Its alright to fail but the must is to try your best.

Theres always going to be another mountain
Im always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes I'm going to have to lose,
Aint about how fast I get there,
Aint about whats waiting on the other side
Its the climb

~The Climb by Miley Cyrus

2009-05-18T01:30:00.003+08:00

As we go on,we remember all the times we had together.

14th of May marked the end of my ITE journey.My graduation ceremony was held at Dover ITE HQ. My journey of 2 years in ITE would always be engrave on my heart.I seldom bring emotions to where i go,but this time is different.I would really miss all those times that i spent when i was there,every little memories are precious to me.The institute that is belittle by so many stereotype out there has place a mark in my milestone of my personal legend.The experience was priceless. Friends that i made when i was there are people that are worth knowing.They truly made this experience enriching,not forgetting the all-inspiring lecturers that has always been there for me,believing that everyone is unique and different and there is a genius in everyone of us despite really at some cases we really think there is no hope.The humbleness and sincerely that you present to me has sure sculpt me into who i am today and of course not forgetting your hardwork in preparation in getting us to be industrial competent is worthwhile.

Thank you all who made my ITE journey a wonderful one.

Its the end for glory days and now im back into the real world.
I would be honest here,but i realised that i havent yet live a happy life in poly.I wont complaint about the work load or the subjects because i'm up for it.But i wish over the million stars out there,I wish for someone inspirational that i can look for in motivating me for the future that is ahead of me in poly.The lecturers will come in with a somber face as they have this mind set of just getting it over and done with the damn module,where are all the inspirational aura's and where is the hand that will guide us to the horizon of the future? Did anyone ever mention of the purpose why and what you will be after studying in Chemical & Pharma tech? Where is the on-set objective that will not make one feel useless of doing all dumb things that are obligatory for us to carry out? Where is hands on,minds on and hearts on attitude that i grew up with?

Well,this is a challenge of what life turn out to be. I'm up for it,are you?
There is my hand,i will work with it,i have my thinking cap i will think with it,i have my heart i will devour my passion on it.

aibacalculuschallenge.blogspot.com

This blog is specially created for all mathematics desperado's.(like moi) . I just wish to scrap thru after getting someone so uninspirational,however let me turn things around and do it MY WAY.
Ps: this blog is Aiba-oriented. LOL.

For what is a man, what has he got?
If not himself, then he has naught.
To say the things he truly feels;
And not the words of one who kneels.
The record shows I took the blows -
And did it my way!

2009-05-07T08:03:00.002+08:00

A time to rend , a time to sew.

Now its about time i begin to move on.I realised that i've begun adapting to my new environment. Changes is the only constant thing in this life. We change to pursue the better,I thought to myself there must be a reason why i'm here.Im now typing from my classroom where i will have my first lecture of the day.It feels weird that my GPA 4 seems far away from me,because i've been too comfortable having the 4 by myside. .LOL . Despite how discouraging it might seems to be here.The universe has begun conspiring for me now i just have to put in the effort and see what it will turn out to be.

Good luck Aiba,Rd,Mehdi and everyone.

2009-04-19T15:36:00.003+08:00

I will miss......everything

Tommorow would be a new chapter in my educational life. After being with ITE for 2 years,it was one of the most formidable experience that i've had in my 18 years of living on this polluted earth.Secondary school didnt caught much of my attention,because i was rather rigid and conservative maybe i back then i wasnt sure what was right or wrong,therefore i didnt experience much fun.I remember just leaving after getting my final year result ; not even last good-byes to my friends.Well,i didnt have anyone that i treasure that much,i didnt understand what lies behind a true friendship.

Months after leaving secondary school behind,the failure of getting what i want drives me to take a path untaken by the general hence it has led me to bigger things in life.I only learn to live after i met with the first bunch of friends ;truly inspirational and special in their own ways.I confess because i belong to the upper-intellectual society i usually look down on the ITE mat's and minah,afterall that change when i realised there is a special bunch of people among the crowd and i belong to that bunch.

Those people that i've met during my 2 years of ITE life taught me the meaning of friendship.Even i might seem emotionless,I treasure all the moments of having the high-spirits as a team.Its really awesome to have people around you that know what you feel or think without having to explain in aristrocratic english.I feel comforted for the first time in my life.I have confident on going out with this people,dancing,acting or even dare to speak my mind and soul out.This experience i will never forget.

ITE has been a great platform for me to show who i really am. From the 2nd week of admission having the chance to go to Hong Kong,getting involve in projects which require me to be on stage and sharing my voice,getting the chance to be the first and only student from the faculty to go Melbourne for attachment ,till the scholarships and awards that i've won.All those experience is truly priceless.

Maybe its now the time to move on.It will be serious this time.Its once again i have to prove to the audience who i am .Good luck to me and Rd.

Well baby, I'm a put-on-a-show kind of girl.Don't like the backseat, gotta be first.

2009-04-16T23:48:00.002+08:00

Its the start of something new. Feels weird to be there with you. LOL .

Yeah,it feels weird to have newbies in class.It would be Au revoir FKC Bienvenue CPT.

Today was my first official lecture.Its really refreshing since i've been rotting for almost 8 weeks.My brain cells die and my myelin sheath thinned.Time to charged up with Omega power and pursue an unfathomable destiny ahead.

Today Chemistry prepartory course before the real deal begins. Stoictometric has always been something that i detest when i was in secondary school,time have change and i've begun to understand hence fall in love with it. I remember when i was in high school everytime during physics lesson which can be of 4 periods long,i would wish to die,I've also wish that i dont mind spending one whole day stuck in a chemistry lesson preferably to physics. God has made that wish come true overtime. Becareful what you wish for cuz you just might get. Its concentrated with chemistry for this year. Wheee!!! ^_^

Well,tommorow would be another lecture for Chemistry. =)

I cant wait for the ball to start rolling.

3 more years to go...

Best of Luck Rd and to everyone.

Universe conspire in helping you achieve your dreams.

2009-04-09T03:44:00.002+08:00

Tommorow i would be meeting Rd @ 2pm to collect our enrollment package.

Maths Woe!
Eversince i was in high school mathematics has always been my greatest fear.I did my research on fear hence i found the root to my fear for numbers.I didnt suffer from Numerophobia (Phobia of numbers in Aiba Oxfordian Term).I realised that i suffer low self-esteem when i face with mathematics problem and this problem was instilled every since the day i got a cold stare from my maths teacher just because i got a ZERO for Additional Mathematics paper ; from that day onwards my maths teacher reaction is etched on my mind hence giving me that incofidence to deal with mathematics. If you're wondering why ZERO? It's because things were moving at the speed of light and i wasnt yet adaptive to the Express environment.

I have to confess that when i was in the best class of the school i feel like a fool because i was not good as the other students in there apart from my self inflicted battle the environment also SUX! hahahaha.Trust me it takes courage to make this confession.So much that i have to learn ,adapt and accept that make me lost. I drifted away from everything else.Well,now i do realised that i do a have a feel of how horrible life can be.But i hang on,i didnt have much supporting friends back then,every man for himself was the motto.

Well,i do have a list of unfotunate events in my life. I've learn to be positive despite i've climbed mountains and swim in seas of fire and drown in there.But the purpose of me writting this is to prepare myself well mentally,physicall and emotionally for all the mathematics lesson that i would be facing in the neer future ,i might be slow or stupid in the subject but no one has the rights to make me feel intimidated and i would not like any of such incident to happen to me,despite failing maths for O level its partly a blessing =),or else i wouldn't be where i am today.

A new chapter unfolds the journey ahead of me.

The warrior is ready to seek for her new destiny.

2009-04-06T14:16:00.004+08:00

Destiny

The results are out and i've arrived at the next destination to pursue my destiny.

Last friday,i've gotten back my posting results and guess what? I've gotten the course that i've always wanted.LOL. Im posted to NYP and i will be doing Chemical and Pharmaceutical Technology.Along side of me is my best buddy,Rd =),i hope we will be classmates once again *fingers-crossed*. Apart from that let me personally congratulate Azhar,Helen and who ever had make it over to the unofficial 3rd year of tiertiary education elsewhere.LOL. All the best my dear friends,well,to those who didnt make it ; hmmmm...try appealing if still cannot ,well there must be something out there waiting for u =). Always remember,the universe conspire in helping you achieve you dreams.

Looks like its just the begining of the end ,the course that i serves meals of artistrocatic mathematics and aristrocatic sciences.Trust me,it would be a tough challenge ahead,nevertheless we will persistant in what we will be doing. Ganbatte!

School starts 20th April. Trust me,i cant wait.

Good day!

2009-04-02T23:54:00.003+08:00

The truth is OUT!

Aiba's GPA is 3.8ooo ...........

Ooops! Big shit,no more a 4 pointer. But no worries . 3.80000 + 0.2 = 4.0000

(Save by the CCA net )

Therefore i'm still a 4 pointer by default.

I've always have this feeling that i would be in deep shit for the final exams,trust me i didnt even say hello to my book. Nevermind, Im thankful to what i've achieve and sure it has inspire me to achieve more for the future.

Because i remember of this quote '

I want to be number 1; said the boy

But what is wrong being No. 2? questioned a wise man.

Its no matter what position you're in

The importance ;

is what you've been thru and what you have gain from it.

Tommorow i will know fate has destined me to go and which step i will take.

May the universe conspire for the best for me,Rd and all my fellow FKCO4O7W.

I cant wait to move on! LOL.

Take care dear friends and rejoice!

2009-03-31T00:49:00.002+08:00

Delicious Nikon D700.

Yum Yum!

Mummy and her PH.D

My mom has a PH.D in culinery believe it or not.She has been spending over 100o hours writting thesis (cookbook).LOL. Well,indeed my mom dream finally come true,she has decide to expose her talent of cooking to the world,she is now a cook in a school canteen.She would like to start small first,maybe progress on with her own stall if she is confident enough. hahaha . All the best mummy!

ps: The obesity rate will increase tremendously in the school. MUHAHAHA.

Food,food and more food.

I've always hated holidays because there is a very high tendency of over-eating.I have to be honest here every since the holiday started i've been quite addicted to chips and hopes that it won't take any toll on me. hahaha . No worries,College will start soon,busy days will come after.

Chips + Cola = Friendship.

Waiting for the posting and end of year results.

Toodles!

2009-03-30T01:12:00.003+08:00

Dear readers,
Have you encoutered a situation where you have to let go be it emotionally,physically or mentally.It would take alot of effort to let go of something dear to us,the concoction of letting go would be love.Because when you love someone you would want to see him or her being happy.I've found a beautiful piece that i would like to share entitled Letting go takes love ; i truly agree to that because i've done so.

To let go does not mean to stop caring,

it means I can't do it for someone else.

To let go is not to cut myself off,

it's the realization I can't control another.

To let go is not to enable,

but allow learning from natural consequences.

To let go is to admit powerlessness,

which means the outcome is not in my hands.

To let go is not to try to change or blame another,

it's to make the most of myself.

To let go is not to care for, but to care about.

To let go is not to fix, but to be supportive.

To let go is not to judge,

but to allow another to be a human being.

To let go is not to be in the middle arranging all the outcomes,

but to allow others to affect their destinies.

To let go is not to be protective,

it's to permit another to face reality.

To let go is not to deny,but to accept.

To let go is not to nag, scold or argue,

but instead to search out my own shortcomings and correct them.

To let go is not to adjust everything to my desires,

but to take each day as it comes and cherish myself in it.

To let go is not to criticize or regulate anybody,

but to try to become what I dream I can be.

To let go is not to regret the past,

but to grow and live for the future.

To let go is to fear less and love more

Apart from letting go i also believe that forgiveness is another step that will pull you away from the force of darkness and negativity.Saying it is a thousand and one times much easier than doing it,trust me dear friends ; it won't take a day or two to realised how important is forgiving ~the anger,vengeance and revenge that is instilled in you,it won't do you any good its only preventing you from moving forward towards the light that life has to offer.

Why do we hold grudges and become resentful and unforgiving?

The people most likely to hurt us are those closest to us — our partners, friends, siblings and parents. When we're hurt by someone we love and trust — whether it's a lie, betrayal, rejection, abuse or insult — it can be extremely difficult to overcome.

And even minor offenses can turn into huge conflicts. When you experience hurt or harm from someone's actions or words, whether this is intended or not, you may begin experiencing negative feelings such as anger, confusion or sadness, especially when it's someone close to you. These feelings may start out small. But if you don't deal with them quickly, they can grow bigger and more powerful. They may even begin to crowd out positive feelings. Grudges filled with resentment, vengeance and hostility take root when you dwell on hurtful events or situations, replaying them in your mind many times.
Soon, you may find yourself swallowed up by your own bitterness or sense of injustice. You may feel trapped and may not see a way out. It's very hard to let go of grudges at this point and instead you may remain resentful and unforgiving

I've learn to forgive & forget,what about you? Trust me,i see the light only after years.

To love is to let the robin fly up to the sky like a free bird.

2009-03-28T23:47:00.003+08:00

Rd,tEr,Aiba & Faris

Hope everyone is in good health.

Its been a month or so since i've stepped to BB,well yesterday broke the record,Ms.Sman would like us (RD,tEr and Faris) to help her with the upcoming project with the ASPN school.We have long expired from our duty as her student nevertheless we are still the leaders so we decide to help her out as her students are utterly hopeless bunch of people.Well,i cant deny that fact.Just imagine the scene during a discussion,you bet it will darn noisy but those people are literally the opposite i even hear the crickets cricking and the hickory clock ticking.LOL.

We were suppose to head to the school but it was cancelled because aunty lina sms'ed Ms Sman informing that they are preparing for the president arrival which is next week hence they couldn't accomodate us.Honestly i fear for the amateur project team so far i can see only Aloyisious working his butt off,respect him for that despite he is pretty talent-less.LOL.

Hereafter we headed to Tampinese via train.Had lunch at food culture.I usually will have ban mian if im there,ever since i ate Ban Mian with Marhaini during year 1,i'm stuck with that dish because i just love the taste of the soup.Faris nasi campur cost $8 ~ a piece of chicken,sotong masak hitam,bagedil,sausages. (ps: that is daylight robbery).I've always hated kedai melayu because they always ketuk the harga. After lunch,we went to IKEA to shop for tEr newly renovated bathroom needs. The furniture at IKEA looks good to my eyes.Im just waiting for grandma to fly and i will have all the room to myself and i will have the chance to refurnish my room.The showroow was large and we spent quite a while in there,i was pretty tired then.I was sleepy so i slept in the bus before meeting Ck and Mummy to do some shopping at Toa Payoh.

I was pretty tired but i dont want to miss the shopping spree.I came home with a terrible headache after drinking some coffee at Old Town Coffee house which recently open.I've always know that im allergic to coffee.

I had Xi Mut Milk tea and French toast for dinner because i was still full from my lunch meal.

That was all for yesterday.

2009-03-25T00:19:00.002+08:00

My interview with Exxon Mobile Managers

3:05pm
I woke up pretty late today,groom myself up for the interview and set of for the horizon of the future.I arrived at the building at 2:55pm (15 minutes before interview as instructed).There was a malay man waiting,he looks confident and well-dress.Well for me,im as usual cute and i wasn't too formal with my resume file,my resume file is which you will see a primary school kid going to school with,i believe in being different.

I waited for my turn patienty,suprisingly i didnt feel nervous at all because i know im up for it.
A man came out of the room and call for my name but sadly he pronounce it terribly wrongly.
I gave a firm handshake to 2 members of the broadroom,well i feel much of a positive aura in there and they were friendly and i feel comfortable.I was thinking ' Hey this is not as bad as i thought'.I was feeling calm and im confident.

They kick start the interview with asking 'Tell Us about yourself '. This is my favourite question because i'm able to elaborate many things about myself relevantly without extra cookies and cream. Since i've undergo training with Petrofac,i was question regarding start-up and shut down of the KDU unit.Trust me peeps,ive prepared for this.I verbally tell them what i need to do and such,the manages nod and tell me i know my stuff.LOL. (This is what i call the art of cheating your potential employee)

Thereafter,they asked me on 'What do i see myself in 5 years'? I see myself not only in that particular positive perhaps i've forward into something better with more education and hand-on experience.
They look at my transcripts,certificate and testimonials and giving me an honest opinion regarding my potential.I've straight A's,good records,versatility ,good interpersonal and communication skill. They were actually surprised to see how fluent i was in english because before this there were 14 candidates which non of them speak as fluent english as I.A little test of my french,impressive for Singaporeans (Thanks to Sensei Mehdi )
They were impress with what i have to offer but they told me that the position that i'm up for wouldn't do justice to my abilty and potential as person with such personalityAnd they say that they wouldoffer something WAYY better if i just go on with a higher education.

In a much straight forward way is : You're much capable than just a plain technologist.

Pretty much,i agree to that.I deserve to be in planning team attending meetings ,eat cakes and drink tea.LOL.
Rd,We might be working in the same team for Exxon.
We shall name our team :Genious .kakaka.

It just hard to resist having me in the new team,but they say im the youngest in the piles of papers they have.They will consider but they in their honest opinion school would be the best option for me to get my papers,so that i can sit in a big chair,buisness class travels and handsome boys! .LOL.

It was formidable and they want me to treat them to dinner .(having the cheat to make someone treat them dinner despite is their first time meeting me).

Wish me luck! Poly results will be out soon.Wakakaka? So what now? Its it to Plan B or exxon still wants me since i defend myself well telling them philosophically how much i would love to work for them now instead of going for my PH.d .

It was a great day.Enjoyed myself and happy having to secure a great career ahead of me.

Bonne Chance Ma Cherie,Aiba Roslyn.

2009-03-20T23:51:00.002+08:00

Au Revoir Subway.

Yes,i've said Au Revoir to working as sandwich artisan at Subway.I feel its pretty silly because i work with Subway for lesser than 2 hours.Today,i went to work and tender my resignation and not forgetting a token of appericiation to my dear bosses,David and Marie.

Im still in disbelivement that i've gotten the call -back for exxon.

Today when i open my mail there was an email from the management team which goes like this :

Dear Nur Su'iba,

Congratulations, you have been selected to progress to the next stage of ExxonMobil recruiting process. A member of our recruitment team will contact you soon with the additional details.We look forward to discussing ExxonMobil's opportunities with you.

Sincerely,
ExxonMobil Singapore Recruitment

Ps: This is my first job that i send in my resume to.

Im still in dazed. 0_0

Take care and have a great weekend dearest!

2009-03-20T01:27:00.002+08:00

The Call of the Universe.

10:34 pm.

Hello I'm calling from Exxon Mobile

May i speak to Ms.Nur Su'iba?

Yes,speaking

I would like to inform you that you're selected to go on for an interview

on 23rd March 2009 at 3:05pm.

Ok,Alright i will be there.

I just begun working as a sandwich artisan not longer tha 36 hours before getting

a call from the company that i would like to work for.When i received that call

i was prepared for bad news because i remembered how i struggle thru the

aptitute test.I believe opportunity comes when you

least expect it.

I will be coming for their interview.Wondering how i will introduce myself?

Hi,My Name is Aiba and i LOVE magnum.

Im sorry to say that i would be quitting Subway,today was my first day at work

i cut sandwich

put more meat that i should give to my customer

toast bread

drop ham on the floor

smile alot.

Last but not least i enjoy myself.

PS: Im no more a work-virgin.

2009-03-19T02:58:00.004+08:00

Ms Aiba Roslyn Rosli

is an

OFFICIAL

employee

Subway Sandwich Bar

25B Lorong Liput

Holland Village

Oh yeah! Tell me about it on how difficult to get an employement now days.I've send my resume to 5 million companies but nay company have called me up for an interview or at least the called ones asked me to wait for another interview.I suggest to stop wasting time and get myself a part-time job,im willing to do any job except for blow-jobs! If no exxon or big oil companie call me,i guess school will be my calling.

Job Interview,Subway.

Firstly i would like to thank Sap for accompanying me.I didnt expect i will get the job but when i told my mom about it she was wondering if i could manage to even bake a bread.We will see about that aite =).My pay is $4.50 per hour.LOL. It might look pathetic but afterall i must learn to appericiate that small amount.
I will start OJT at 3pm tommorow. Do drop by if you're free to visit ME =)

2009-03-18T00:09:00.002+08:00

Some interesting things that i would to share with you readers!

This is the air-condition bustop of Burj Al Arab in Abu Dabi Dubai

Interesting elevator,it might make you think twice.

Cute bustop in Germany

Oh boy! I want to get one of these for Mehdi

Thank you for Viewing.

2009-03-17T00:45:00.003+08:00

Help me!

Firstly ,i envy my friends who goes out and have fun and not having to do ANYTHING when they get home.

Yes! Help me,really im bored but im chained with responsibility.

Let me tell you what i have been doing?

Everyday when i wake up.

1.I will wipe Petra shit and pee from my floorings.

2.Bath Grandma and feed her.

3.Will go to bed

I will spend my whole day in dreamland and i will awaken to clean Petra pee and poo.

I've been trying to get a job it would be the best thing in the world that i can do get away from Pet.PP and Grandma responsibility.

I wonder when will G dissapear? So that i can lead a carefree lifestyle hence despite thonning i can sleep like a baby and not be bother on what to do next,if you're wondering why im busy its because im fill up with all this.

Fly Grandma Fly.(fly fast!!)

I seriously need a JOB. Financially depleting,daddy no more lives in half a million dollar mansion.Hotel buisness is bad.Dubai is doing economically bad.hahaha.Screw Wall street!

I can't see myself working hard at MCD or else where? Ahhhhh............It will bone breaking.But halt! i have to do this or i cant keep up with my lifestyle.Maybe i will start working at MCD and feel what its like to earn peanuts.

Hello Sex Hotline.

I've applied for a job as a chat operator,i've always love to talk.Ps: Its not sex hotline.hahaha.

However i wish it was.

I've been sending my resume everywhere nevertheless the response is BAD.There was NAY response actually.LOL. Looks like i have to go back studying =).

Huh? Milo Dinosaur.

Big glass cold Milo with extra milo powder toppings,dats is Milo Dinosaur.Its been decades since dad come back from foreign land and its been a gazillion years since dinosaur extinct.Dad went to coffeeshop (rare occurance) to have tea with his friends and one his friend ordered Milo Dinosaur,he assume that is just hot milo in a big cup .He was surprise to see what milo dinosaur is because he didnt know about it and he went home and blatanly explained what he saw (milo dinosaur).My mom,sis and me looked at him and laugh our heart out because that drink exist ever since the dinosaur extinct.I was thinking he has alot of things to learn.OH BOY!

I still have alot of things to be expose to.Darn,i feel so outdated at times.

Jai Ho ~ You're my destiny,the reason that i breath and the reason that i still believe.

2009-03-15T23:40:00.002+08:00

My weekend flew faster that i thought.
Its been a year since my grandpa passed away from leukiemia.

Yesterday we had a memorial prayer for him. Im sorry to RD,tEr and Ryzal for cancelling the help-out plan at the very last minute.

It has been a tiring weekend for me.

My post would be this short.LOL.

Have a great weekday my dear friends.

2009-03-13T00:36:00.002+08:00

Have you fallen in love?

Let me share with you the real meaning of love saying ;

1.Say 'I love you' everday.

If you wish to be discreet you might use other languages eg.

(Je t'aime,Aku Cinta padamu,Ich libe dich,Wo Ai Ni,Ana Baheebak)

2.Play Hard to get.

This is for the girls.Why is that so? Because we girls are constantly busy and having so much responsibility in hand,so with us be girls we should be MOD ~ Moving object of desire.ps: Girls! We should be desired !

3.Your bf/gf shouldn't be your best friend.

You're unlucky to have bf/gf is your OWN bestfriend.Shame on you!

But why?

It will get boring. Trust me it does.

4.Absence makes the heart grow fonder.

Truly indeed.So for the people who have been meeting their gf/bf everyday! stop-it.You're destroying your 'fond' relationship!

Why?

A little bit of absence can help you appreciate your partner. Too much is dangerous. Relationships need connection, and it's challenging to stay connected when you aren't spending time together.

5.You can learn to love someone.

Doesnt mean you broke off with your last jerk you will be curse forever.Lets look on the bright side of life.You may not have the love-at-first-sight kind of love, but the deep companion kind of love - in terms of trusting each other and being a team - can develop over time. =)

6.Never go bed angry!

ps: it will only leave wrinkles on the face.LOL.

7.Love conquer all

This is a MYTH dear friends. Has love conquer proverty,abuse and addiction?

so,Love doesnt conquer all.

To who ever said that quote,you're pretty unrealistic.

8.There is such thing as love at first sight.

A quote from buddha : A man fall in love thru his ears and a woman fall in love thru her eyes.

9.Love Inspires

Love is an energy that give inspiration in times of hardship.Love is not a taboo afterall.Its alright to fall in love.

Hope you have fun loving!

2009-03-12T01:21:00.003+08:00

Fun Day and A lonely night.

Firstly,Happy Birthday Dear Michelle!

Yesterday was Michelle 2oth birthday.Pk had planned a suurrprise party for her at East Coast but sadly she couldnt make it.But the party is still on~ Rd,Me,Sap and Pk meet you at Parkway

Parade to get the BBQ stuff.We bought alot of stuff which includes 3kg of marinated chicken (which im impress with how it taste) and Twister.I had lots of fun with twisting,i was a bad player as i commited foul at the very begining of the game. RD and Sap was the battle of the skinny boys! LOL. Faris and Ryzal tag along too, since the invited people on our guestlist couldn't make it.Its been years since i've swim in the sea,well i did yesterday and the seawater is still salty!

Do you know why sea water is salty?
Thanks to the male-whale who ejaculated tonnes of sperm in it.As you know sperm contain minerals hence that contribute to the saltiness of the sea water.LOL. Ps: You must be a dumbo to believe that.

GUESS what?

The party end up late! And guess what? I missed the last bus and train home.

I spend the night alone at McCafe.I didnt want to take the cab because i was cashless and penniless,my bank is only left with 5 bucks! Mom was really angry with me and she didnt inform her bf i was stranded alone.It was sad,cold and lonely.I spend 5 hours converting oxygen to carbon dioxide but at the same time i search for my soul. It was terrible being outside alone.It makes me feel as though im back in Australia ~of a certain lonliness.

I would like to extend my thanks to my dear friend Sap,who accompany me by sms'ing me till 3 am in the morning and unexpectedly my dear neighbour Nicholas for calling me.LOL.

I took the first bus home.It was a wonderful feeling to go home.

I want to go home................. ~ Micheal Buble.

2009-03-10T00:34:00.004+08:00

Exams was over about 2 days ago.

My room was in a mess,i realised its always messy during exams despite even i'm not studying.

Today..

I clean my room,well its a pretty big achievement for me because im one lazy bum.The weather was rather nice and cozy to just lie down in bed nevertheless i got some adrenaline in me to start cleaning.I started out by arranging my books on the shelf then cleaning my laptop area and finally facing the biggest challenge personally is to clean my wardrobe.

To clean my wardrobe has always been a challenge because i have too many treasures in there,my clothes are unfold and its just dumped into a pile like those you see in trash in the incinerator plants.I took my time to segregate my clothes.I've always complain that i dont have enough clothes to last me for a week or i dont have any clothes dress me well when i go out.Oh boy! i realised i've been wrong all along.I discovered that i have new tees and jeans that the tag's are still intact and i've some clothes that i realised that they have been missing for quite a while.

The most heart-breaking thing is for me to put my clothes in the 'unwanted' basket so that i can give them away.Its heart breaking because its not that i don't want them anymore but its just because i cant fit in to them.Ever since i've started college i've dropped 4 sizes of my waist,honestly i wore a size 36 after 2 years im now wearing 29 and man tee's of my punk and tomboy days are OVER! .. there are now more dresses and cute colourful clothings in there.LOL.

OH BOY MY JEANS and TEEs.

Its heartbreaking to give my jeans away because i cant fit in them and the second reason is they are branded.

Last spring i gave away my Versace,Calvin Klein and Levi's jeans. All original. Sadly i cant authored them at all because they are of designer's cut. =(

This spring cleaning i've discoverd a jeans that i bought when i went to Hong Kong last summer.Its a Tough jeans by Bauhaus that i bought it for $150 I bought it just because it was really on sale. Merde! I have to give it away!

Any one interested may find me! Btw its size 32 and its straight.

Also i have a tee shirt from a local HK designer which i bought it just because i feel bad entering her boutique without purchasing anything. I want to give that tee away!

Just ring ring me if you're interested,no charges! its all free.

Look At the past and present :

PunkPrincess (2006) Aiba Roslyn Rosli (2009)

2009-03-08T00:07:00.002+08:00

As it comes to an end.
We had so many moments
Some bad, most great.
I'll always remember the love
And erase the hate.

My ITE College west journey has finally come to an end.No more lectures,silly pratical lessons,CO-OP shop,Lifeskill lessons.I never regret a-bit coming to ITE .It has been a formidable journey for me.Meeting new friends and i enjoy every bits and pieces being with my cool clique or whoever i've met that has beautify my ITE journey.

Many have wondered why i didnt choose to go to poly intitially or proceed in to JC and sit for A level ; i have just something to share with you :

Two roads diverged in a wood,and I -
I took the one less traveled by
And that has made all the difference.

Even for now,im not going to take the conventional road and i'm going to see what lies ahead of me and how different will it make to my life.

Happy Holiday to all,wish you success in the future endaevour!

2009-03-04T23:20:00.002+08:00

Hello Dear Readers! Hope you're fine.

I've been suffering from NID (Noise induce deafness) recently,all thanks to the contractors that drills non stop due to the home improvement programme that my mansion is involve in.Im quite irritated because they didnt provide any disposable ear plugs,in that case i will go down to the office to issue a verbal HOC.
Its noisy,dirty and dusty here,soo much for paying 1/4 of a million for my 3 room flat which makes me feel as though im living in a slum.LOL.
I hope the renovation will be over soon!

I had a date with Dr.Mehmet Oz and Oprah at 1 pm today.
Dr Oz. explained of conditions that i've never heard of therefore i would like to take the opportunity to share.

Have you heard of Dry Drowning?
Its a condition where you drown but you're no where near water.LOL.
This happens when you aspirate in water,and when you breath under water the water entered the lungs unknowningly hence killing you silently only hours after you breath in the water.

Dry drowning is when one is overdose of free water which leads to decrease sodium in the blood hyponatremia which leads to massive swelling of the brain.

Serious right?
Its pretty rare to occur in adult,but if you're feeling really fatigue after a swim,dizziness and feeling uncomfortable,do seek for help IMMEDIATELY.

Another thing i discovered with Dr.Oz.
Exercise pills.
Forget about exercising freeks! just pop a pill and drop a kilo a day!
PS: Im just joking. Click on this link to know more
http://nextbigfuture.com/2008/07/exercise-pills.html

It has been raining recently,i feel lucky because i dont have to get up early morning to go to college.LOL.i can just stay in bed and enjoy the coolness while cuddling my dear husband,romantic isn't it ?

Im enjoying life as it is now.Remember every minute pass brings you closer to death.

Enjoy and cherish every moment.

2009-03-02T23:56:00.003+08:00

Exxon Mobile Asia Pacific. Habourfront Center Tower 1.

That was where i was in the early morning.I didn't sleep well because i was worried as my resume wasn't printed on my yellow-crossed resume paper,which basically is just an extra-ordinary paper for presentation wise.Well,someone unexpected help got my resume printed and dispatch it around 3:30 am so that i can have an easy mind at sleep.So thank you dear neighbour! I woke up pretty early,i had a blooper moment of the century which might actually lead me to incompetency to adhere to instructions,I panicked because i didnt realised that they have asked me to bring along a 'PHOTOCOPY' set of all my transcripts and certificate instead of the 'ORIGINAL'.I decide to stay calm and when the HR officer asked me regarding my resume and portfolio,i HONESTLY told him that i've forgotten to photocopy my transcripts.He gave me a comforting smile and said its Ok! and he went into the office to get the transcripts printed.The moral of the story here is : Be Honest and you will be excused.

If you work for me ,the rule are :
Rule # 1 : Integrity is important in a big management!
Rule #2 : Originality
Rule # 3 : Punctuality
Rule #4 : Sexiness! LOL

So,lets get to the part where i have to sit for my aptitude test.

Test 1 : Numerical Resoning (12 minutes)
I was given 12 minutes to finish the paper.YES,12 minutes!! Its really simple calculation but sadly i didnt manage to finish the paper,i was left with the last page before the person asked to stop!
Nevertheless i still remain undeterred because in SHL test it test us on our speed and accuracy not compentency to count.

Test 2 : Mechanical Understanding. (18 minutes)
Mechanical paper consist of all things on GEARS,PULLY and rotational elements.
Not too tough,but an unexperience technologist would encounter some problem because of lack of exposure to such monological elements.

Test 3 : Spatial Test (10 minutes)
Its all about shapes,not those normal shapes but those weird looking shapes.
Definition of Spatial : three-dimensional extent in which objects and events occur and have relative position and direction when even presenting in different view.
I will train my babies to look at shapes in a different light of view.

Test 4 : Technical Understanding.(20 minutes)
The SHL competency test is prepared in UK.So therefore the english is of the queen standard english,the technical understand test was to test our ability to comphrend and answer the question accordingly,in short its english multiple choice comphrendsion.Not for the people who are weak in english! LOL.

Today tests was mentally challenging,i dont doubt so because in the real world,its perpetually challenging.Well,nothing is easy.
I will know if im competent for the job in the next week,I have no expectation but may the universe conspire for me accordingly.Amin.

2009-02-28T14:15:00.003+08:00

Hello world!
As i've promise to be much more active now im doing my best.

6 months of IA module was finally over. I realised that 6 months pass in a flash.My IA module has been a formidable experience.Last week all the IA students union at CE for a briefing on the final stretch of the CPT course.Its been nearly 2 years that we have been friends,it felt weird having everyone in the same room but yes! we sure miss each and everyone.
I have recently send my resume to Exxon Mobile Chemical,I receive a call a day or two ago requesting me to go for an interview and SHL test or Aptitute test.Wish me best of luck.May the universe conspire for me on that very day.

Aptitute test?
Aiba has a positive attitude.
Aiba has a great mind.
Aiba is above average.
Hahahaha...Whats up with all Aiba? Im not being self -appraisal.LOL.

M€hdiNopiano is back in actions.Like finally,after months disappearing.Initially i though he was stolen by the love fairy.LOL.

6th March 2009,
It will be my final examination before i graduate.Best of luck to all CPT students.

I betta get going with my australia report.

Good day!

2009-02-22T19:49:00.003+08:00

My blog is really dusty! Its time for Spring Cleaning!!

Indeed it has been months since i've touched my beloved blog,now its the time i guess to put more life into it.At times are gazillion things that happen in my life but sadly too many which i dont know where to start or what should i write upon,nevertheless those fond memories are just there deep within my heart.

Recently.
After spending 10 weeks in petrofac going thru 7 weekly test,2 major test,2 shift work cycle.I finally graduated.Before the final term examination,i aimed to be in the top ten spot.LOL.Sounds amibitious and dumb nevetheless i achieved it.I was No.4 in the list.RD was No.10. So congrats to both of us! But the moral of the story here is No dream is impossible to achieve want something go grab it.hahahaha.

College East.
I will miss College West BB. My faculty has moved away to a new college which is much much futher from where i stay. But i won't be there for long,counting down to three weeks and i will graduated.

Au Revoir Mehdi.
To all dear friends,I miss Mehdi.If you found him tell him i say hello.
But can you ask him to email me or sms me.Just a final note will settle everything.

Bonne Voyage Bernard.
My dear friend Bernard will be off to Spain tommorow.May he brings souveniers for me.
hahahaha.See you soon!

I see that my writting has degrade badly,thanks to global warming.

Write a better post soon.

A tres bientot!

2009-01-25T17:47:00.002+08:00

I've not updated my blog since 29 December 2008. Without realising how fast time flies today its 25 January 2009. 25 day into the the new year.I havent begun my new year with any thing new,except an introduction to a new reality of a mundane and rigmarole lifestyle.Today its the Eve of the Lunar New Year,so my best wishes to all dear chinese friends and to those who dont celebrate the chinese new year,the OX year is going to be a tough one dear friends,economically and academically.So my best of luck to all.

Its been 7 week since i've started my internship as a technologist-in-training with Petrofac,the competency approach had made us clear about the chemical industry.Thru out my 7 week,i've been entertain with series of weekly test,PFD's and Mid Term 'examination'.If memory serves me right its been too long since i took an examination which might determine my future.LOL.
Rasyid,Sap and Pk (The Fantastico) are my gang that made my journey at Petrofac alive,without them life is a dead battery.

Before the chinese new year.
My mom had 2000 pieces of tarts to bake,the orders have to stopped due to its overwhelming response.The painstaking thing about having to bake that much amount of pineapple tart is because im the one who is responsible for rolling those pineapple filling into the desired shape and size,despite of my busy and tiring life at work i will still help nevertheless.

Academically,im thriving.
Nothing much to worry for now,life has been pretty great to me.
I ranked no.11 for my PFD and no.6 for my mid-term,partially i must blame Mehdi because he didnt pick up my phone calls to give me verbal motivation.kakaka.
Kudos to RD for coming in 2nd. Keep up the good job buddy <3

Shift Training.
Im looking forward for my shift training,for no particular reason.
Maybe its because im excited of seeing a real chemical plant in action,well as for this moment the place im doing internship for is having its turnaround period.My team would be incharge of startup of the KDU.Im sure it would be interesting,stressful when the level of C-101 drops rapidly and a gush of adrenaline thru the veins if anything goes wrong in the plant.
Looking forward for the real action.

To many choices to choose from.
When i got my O level results last 2 years,there isnt much option given to me.
Ever since in college,i've flourish academically,one of the best people in my cohort.
Now there is soo many choices and doors open for me,thy have no idea of what thy wants to choose,may thee conspire.

I will try my best to update frequently.

Have a great holiday and Gong xi fa cai.

Aiba Roslyn Rosli

2008-12-24T22:56:00.002+08:00

Aiba's life in Petrofac.

My first day in Petrofac was mundane.That was my first impression.The place feel polluted,the air was thick and humid,the rule sucks and the place is isolated.The place was also known as CPTC but i've decided to more professional and sophisticated about my whereabouts.I've never dreamt that i would wake up very early in the wee hours of the morning to get myself ready and go to work in an isolated land offshore of Singapore.

The first day was really dry,i wish i had some lubricants.My friends were the lubricant,but we dried out too quickly.

I hate the rules because i guess it is only serve to moron of the century.Rules dont apply to me because im discipline enough to present myself well. So those people who made themselves fools,you betta watch out and be ready to pay the consequences. CURSE them! LOL.

Aiba the Petrochemical Technologist

Sound sophisticated indeed. But i really ask myself,how did i even end up in this industry.Perhaps the universe is conspiring for me to achieve my dreams.

PFD. Processing Fucking Designs!
LOL. So far 6 people have failed. Congrats to them.LOL.

New Year?
Nothing is new for me,it will just be a routine and life goes on from there.
What is new for me?
If i get married.
Have my first child.
Staying on my own.
Having my own family to take care of.
LOL. this would define something new in my life.

Oreo Algra Benhenia Turns 1 year old 12.12.2008
Kolika Petra Benhenia Turns 4 months old on 26.12.2008
Happy Birthday to my dear Babies!! I love ya!

What else? Seems noting! soo Toodles!

2008-12-11T13:42:00.002+08:00

Singapore from Up There

Big Wheel from Down there

Capsule at 165 meters

Just me

Picture of the Capsule.

2008-12-11T13:26:00.002+08:00

165 meters!

I went to ride on the Singapore Flyers recently.The highest height of the wheel was 165 meters,well Singapore in a bird eye view wasnt really a beautiful sight as there were to soo many construction going on.I have no idea why they are building so many things on this densely populated island.Too many buildings very less of fauna makes Singapore a pretty stressful place.
The ride lasted 30 mins,but i feel as though it was just a 5 mins ride because the time flies by when i was up there.
Every minute pass it draws you nearer to your death.LOL.

Singapore Tales Revisited.

Singapore Tales Revisited is the title of the book.It will be publish soon regionally.Hang on to your horses.More details will be reveal soon.
PS: I've already gotten the book in my hand.

CPTC.

Im going offshore starting from next week.Well,not offshore as in offshore. I will just be in another island of singapore in training of becoming a Process Technologist.
Profac has revamped the syallabus hence there will be lots of exams and practical to make sure we are certified,competent and qualified process technologist of the future.
I will be under the sun all the time,so be prepared to see me more tanned and look sexier.LOL.

2008-12-05T01:45:00.002+08:00

Spaghetti Bolognaise was never an italian cuisine.

Sounds surprising indeed,i've came to known about the facts when i was watching Discover Travel and Living,its a show featuring Todd English exploring everywhere in the world for delicious cuisine.
Well,that is some food fact for a start.

Presentation.
Last Wednesday i had a preliminary round of presentation on my trip to Melbourne Australia.
Well,the stage has always been my best friend,im fluent on stage when i know my stuff well.
I was formidable,not self a praisal but i was proud of my presentation,i would hope to do even better for my real presentation.
Wish Me Luck !

Mr Lee.
I recently received my certificate of Chemical Engineering module completion,well for the first time in history i scored a B for a mathematics paper,I was thinking on what should i pursue for my futhur studies,i approached the wise yet half-witted Mr Lee,he started to asked me questions that i think its wise to give a thought to.Well this question might seem simple,i might have the right answers to those questions but they aren't honest.
So the questions are : Who are you ?
What really makes you happy?
What sastify you really?

Well,now i understand why teenagers or even adult suffer from identity crisis,as they are trying to define themself,i have yet to define myself on who i am and what really makes me happy or what sastify me.I have quite a long way to go before i can go in search for a truthful answers to all those mind boggling questions.Some people are just not destined to understand who they really are,one perfect example is my role model Dad.
I cant write more as im still a warrior still insearch of the truth and im trying to uncover the mysteries of my own life.Wish me luck!

Mitch Albom ~ Inspirational.

If you have one more day ,who would you spent it with?

That is all for now folks.

Tata!

2008-11-27T18:51:00.002+08:00

Surprise!

Aiba has been skipping school since one week ago. Life is meaningless in college without having friends around. If you're thinking that im just being a weak-soul surrendering to my emotions when talking about friends,well, you will have to fit in my size 4 shoe.Which too small for your endearing feet.I have been complaining about how dreadful and how slow and painfully time pass when you're alone in a damn class of dullard (well,not all) but some are just as quiet as how it will sounds in the deep blue sea.

STOMP-Aids!
It was really an impromtu thingy.Akmal and I didnt have much time to plan anything.We spent 5 hours just planning the whole thing and came out with the final itinery.Alhamdulilah,it was a success.Akmal and I were the emcee ( obvious choice,since the SC student has to attend their investiture).Kudos to Akmal and all those who made the event successful.

Kelakar Seram.
Aloysious,Akmal and Aiba. We are all involve in the opening poetry slam entitled AIDS.
It was suppose to be a serious poem containing important messages on AIDS along its line.
Aloy started out to be soo funny,that i cant but help laugh thru out my whole presentation. It was my DUNCE moment. It was so out of control.Nobody could help but to laugh at his enthusiastic but untalented actions to dictate the poem.
Im still laughing over this matter despite it was over hours ago.

today..
i got my sister 4 tickets to MTV amplified concert.
4 new LEVI'S tee shirt.

TOodles!

2008-11-18T14:31:00.002+08:00

Salut Le Monde!

I'm finally back in my petit island called Singapore.Its feels good to be home and its unbearable being lonely.I've never felt like that in my life,being all alone in a foreign its an obnoxious experience,nevertheless i did enjoy the experience as a whole.Melbourne has awesome weather and there are many scenic places that can be visit,but i didnt have much time and money to visit all those attractions.
Apart from that i discover the devilish side of Aiba Roslyn Rosli.
I stayed with 2 mates from other college,it was a reflective experience staying with people that you're unfamiliar with.
'The truth will only be uncovered if you stay under one roof'
I reallty agree to that quote.

Quite honestly,things didnt go so well when we stayed together.I've never felt such way before,i wasnt a princess who make people listen to me everytime,i've always felt that i was reasonable,understanding,reliable,trustworthy and responsible for every of my action taken.
There was much cliche when we stayed together.I finally begun to understand something which is of a shock to me.

I felt small being around in an environment which im so unfamiliar too,i'm of course flamboyant,but the aloofness in the air makes me feel intimidated.For NO reason,i just dont understand why.I didnt try to seek any sympathy or help because i know that the world wont wait for me.But atleast i would need someone to hold my hand to just be friendly and guide me thru without making me feel im dumb.LOL.Afterall its over,Aiba's back in her position.
God made me cross path with 2 people,perhaps HE has his reasons.

People who live with told me truthfully that :
I was irresponsible
I am a loner
I'm not trustworthy
I'm not living my youth the way it should be live.
Negativity speaks aloud for itself.I realised the power of words,i just gave in but deep inside i know that i wasnt what they might though.

I dont bear grudges,but im just amazed on how someone can come up with such reflectivity of my self,well after years of living i've realised that i've made many people smile.

Dear Friends,dont worry.Aiba is not deterred by such words.Its afterall just a passive comment.
There is a buddist saying which goes :
Even when criticize,provoke or disturbed
Be a like a faithful dog
Who never gets angry with his owner.

Im glad that i was able to practice what i preach.

Going to College!
Aiba has been a lazy bum! She has not been attending any school lately.
Hahaha.indeed i've turned lazy because there isnt much to do as 97% of my faculty mates has gone for their industrial attachment.It gets DEADLY boring in class as there wouldnt be much lecture plus im not involve in the PJO,i feel that i didnt pass my time fruitfully,all im doing is converting oxygen into carbon dioxide.I miss all the people whom i used to be with in school,now lunches are dreadful,studies are dreadful and passing the time is also dreadful.Everything is DREAD. Well this is life.
A warrior of light needs to make use of solitude and not let solitude uses him.

I've just received a call from my teacher ; telling me about a dialogue session with the principle.Which is next tuesday.That is finally something interesting !!

iNSPire Club!
EnSpirE has long expire! lol
We would have to re-do the STOMP aids shits!
ps: Thanks to those who made the event soo 'MALAY'ish' till it loses its message of authenticity.
Aiba is not recharge to do any events becuz she is tired of doing so!
Even though i enjoy it very much but!! without those angels it feels a like a drag to do such events.

Im looking forward to do my Attachment presentation.
Im looking forward to Meet Rasyid and go to CPTC.
Im looking forward to getting everything back on track.

la parole est d'argent, le silence est d'or ;

the voice is silver, silent is gold

2008-11-05T18:55:00.002+08:00

My Trip To Sandringham Beach.
We went out at around 5pm so as to catch the sunset.But sadly thick dark clouds rolls in before the sun sat thus we didnt get to catch it.But we did have some time to take pictures of the magnificent Port Philip Bay of Sandrigham.
Here are the pictures!

PS: There are nude beach in australia. Weehoo!!

More views of the blue sea.

The shore line of Sandringham.

Breaking Free

My sillhouete.

2008-11-02T19:31:00.003+08:00

Beautiful Architecture in Melbourne City

Flinders Street

Believe it or not,this was drawn on the pavement by an artist.
The rain will wash it away.

Spot this little ladybug while waiting for the train in Highett.

Dead spider? LOL.

eHheem.Presenting the sweet and cute,Aiba Roslyn Rosli

Didnt i tell the world i was born to be a model?

2008-10-25T18:27:00.002+08:00

102th post.

This is my 102th post in my blog.The 100th and 101th post was all on pictures of me in Melbourne city. Everything is superb here except its just expensive.Im learning new things everyday and im meeting heaps and tonnes of new and beautiful people who comes across my path.Nothing much has been done for the past days as i have been going to Holmesglen~ Dats the name of my college.
I studied many different subject which has no corellation with CPT. But i really enjoyed it because it has always been something which i would love to do one day,now the dream has been realised nevertheless it is just the begining,there will sure be more to come,insyallah.

Today,Adjourdhui.
I went to Healsview Sanctuary (i think i got that spelling wrong).Its like singapore Zoo,but its located at a more scenic place,among the mountain.It was an hour drive away from Higheet (the place i stay).The mountainous area is breathtaking.I will go Hiking with Margret next week,Saturday and i will be sure to take pictures of the beautiful Dandenong and its surround.

Till then fellow singaporeans,Miss ya all.
May god bless you!

2008-10-19T08:15:00.002+08:00

Bonjour A'tous!
I will let the pictures do the talking.
Flowers grow everywhere here.The scenery can be breathtaking.All this pictures are taken by me.

More pictures to be shared soon!

2008-10-18T09:47:00.005+08:00

The streets of NYC. PS: its Melbourne.

The Small Ben

First day On the way out to college.

The lonely road,in front of my apartment.

2008-10-18T09:14:00.002+08:00

Aiba has turned 18 (One week ago)

1 week since my 18th birthday has passed and i've not yet updated this blog of mine.Memory serves me right,my 18th birthday was cute,i had friends and family to dine at my place,it was simple but its sure special because i was surrounded by my love ones in life.

Many thanks to : Rasyid,tEr,Nicholas,Uncle Maman and Family for all those beautiful presents. And not forgetting those people who gave their best wishes to me =) Merci
Beaucoup aite!

Adjourdhui.Today.
Im now im Melbourne Australia. I flew here last monday.There and then my journey for the GEP begun. No one in the CPT department is with me.Im dumbfounded suddenly ,because there is no one that i know is surrounding me.I timble,mumble,toil and tumble when i talk (gosh this can get embarrasing).I reside in a great place,but with no one close that i can share with ofcourse i have 2 BTC girls but it still feels weird because i've just known them for lesser than a week,but sure we will have more time to get to know each other.
Good luck dear Aiba.

Holmesglen institute of TAFE.
TAFE is a similar institute like ITE,but they offer diploma and degree's.Its a great place to study.There is something about australian teachers that differs from Sporean,that is,Aussie teacher they are soo random as they share everything. Eg. in science class they wil be talking about what they taught and suddenly they may digress to talk about the derby,politics or anything under the sun.They seem to be very casual but actually they are PH.D holders. lol .

Lost in between those books! *_*
Yes,finally i feel lost when it comes to knowledge.
Im being place in an advance diploma for biotech. OH BOY ! i never reckon in my life that i've learn any advance biotech subjects.First lesson of Spectrophometery,its spins my head. Its an indept thing which you peeps wont understand unless you read those thick books in the library.LOL. But worry not,Aiba is resourceful she knows how to deal with all those craps! .hehehe.

Food.
Its a food paradise here.The only halal thing so far i knew is KEBAB. Try eating kebab for one month and see what it can do to your body! I'm never letting history to repeat itself. I tried all sorts of food but all vegetarian because those meat are not halal.I ask god to pardon me because im now living in an english country which no halal food is available as im in the suburbs.The price of food is expensive,but sure the servings are gigantic! now i understand why there are soo many obese people. hehe .

Its 12 : 35 pm here. Im still trying to adapt to the time here. Its hard because my body biological has not yet adapted to the time difference.I eat lunch at 4.While people have their tea break. I wake up at 12. While people are at work. haha. the list goes on from there.

i gotta go do the laundry at the laundrette.

Good day mate!
xoxoxox

2008-10-09T23:45:00.003+08:00

Last day of being 17.

Sounds like the last day that i will live..lol..Choy! Touch wood,i will live to see the day that i meet my MD. hahaha .

Being 17? hmmm...It was superlative.
Beautiful life.
Great Friends.
Major Breakthru.
Great success.
What else could i ask for?

I need the same for being 18.
I understand nothing in the world is permanent.
I just wish for the best in the world for me.

How will i celebrate my 18th Birthday?
PARTY!
There will be a mini gathering at my place on 1o Oct,5pm-9pm.

MELBOURNE
I will be away for my honeymoon* <3

Dats all. hahaha .

Best Wishes reader's.

2008-10-08T23:11:00.002+08:00

Sweet Escape

Its 2 more days before i turn 18 and 5 more days before i fly off to Melbourne for my sweet escape.It seems there are soo many unsettle things in the country,but time is not on my side and before everything is settle i have to leave.I would be leaving my life here and in search for a new and better one out there.Now im having mild headache (0.u.c.h)

Yesterday i went to play billard.I've never tried it before and it was my first time.
I had some free time so i decide to say yes to an invitation by an acustom friend of mine.
I won 3 games (Thanks to dear friend who help me score) hahaha.
After Billard we went to the bowling arena to catch the national player playing.They were betting each other and there was cold hard cash of money! $$$$ I wish i had the skill.
I will try bowling when im in australia.hehehe.I have lots of time to myself. hehehe.
I thank god for this opportunity because it gives me the time to start my adulthood to myself,im not being selfish but sometimes i feel i need some spare time for myself as im always engulf with soo much responsibilities and obligations in my daily life.

Till then.

2008-10-05T02:55:00.002+08:00

I had an unusual day. I spent my time with best buddies tEr and RD. I decide to set the time out for myself and just be spontaneous.Initially I planned to bring RD to visit Ai Tong to get quotations of his SC tee,it turned out that it was more expensive.I felt guilty suggesting even know i knew they didnt mind.LOL.We spent the rest of the day in KFC and we chatted for a few hours.I then remember i had to get some stuff for dear family members.After getting everything needed we spurlge our precious money gambling with the TOY BOX in the TimeZone arcade.
DAYTONA was lurveed,its been a while perhaps more that 2 years since the last time i stepped the arcade.

I was tasked to get Tau Hui for my mother but due to the spontaneous Arcade plan,i came home bringing cold tau hui back home,sadly its rejected and was not eaten. I realised how irritating it can be seeing one waste food just because of temperamental imperfection.
I realised something today,that my presence in the house hold is very much needed.

I'm just back from a date with Nicholas.I met him because he wanted to pass me the books that he has gotten for me from the buddhist lodge,i really appericiate it as i really love those proverbial books. Merci Beaucoup encore!

10 . 10 . 08
I will be turning 18 on that date. Im planning a small gathering at my place. Any interested party? Do RSPV me so i make the arrangement needed. Thanks!

2008-10-03T19:54:00.003+08:00

Selamat Hari Raya! Eid Mubarak Le Monde.

Today is already the 3rd day of Hari Raya. I havent been posting for quite a while due to my busy-ness in preparation of the Eid.My mom has avalanches of order for her cookies.
It will be another 9 more days before i fly off to Melbourne for my *honeymoon.

Yesterday was the release of my results.I went to Simei for the parent-student GEP briefing.
I was brief on my trip to Melbourne.Everything seems awesome,my apartment is gorgeous and the city is lively.I will have the chance to explore the place as i would have some free time.I would like to ride the hot air balloons at the Yarara River or visit the Australian desert,or take a stroll along the beautiful ocean.Apart from that i will be in the institute learning modules that i've always enjoy : Haematology , Anatomy & Physiology, Clinical Medicine and there are lots of Lab session. Im sure i will enjoy my life there.
Yesterday at 9am the results were released.I fear for the worst and i couldnt bring myself to take a look at my results.As usual without fail,i would check my results with my good luck buddy Rasyid. hehehe.
A sight of relieve,I clicked the button and i saw A's for every subject.
There is another 4.000 point for me. I fear that i would drop because my faculty has invested soo much on me.
Congratulations to Rasyid ,You're still in the 4 Pointers Club.To my friends,who didnt do so well ~ Do well for your IA and May the universe conspire in helping you achieve your dreams.

My eid holidays is begining to bore me now.I have a new interest which is Arabic Calligraphy.I brought the calligraphy set and i've begun calligraphying.I have yet to pack my luaggage,i've finally listed down all the things in the world that i need to survive in the foreign land.

I will take my leave to serve my guest who had just arrived in my house.

''Explanations makes many things in the world clear,but love,unexplained,its clearer''
~Jallaludin Rumi

Aiba Roslyn Rosli

2008-09-16T23:08:00.002+08:00

Oh gosh! i cant belive that last post was soo emo. haha. I've never been so emo before,but that particular problem (until today it has not been solve) stress me up to my max! but im back with being the cheerful and stressless Aiba. To every problem there is always a solution to it.

The dark cloud will pass and the sun will shine once again~ Buddhism

Im begining to see the sun even though its still hidden under some dark clouds im begining to see the sun shining on my path.I was disconnected with Meddy for almost about a month and im going thru an obstacle which really test me spritually and mentally,im still uberly strong emotionally.hahaha.Yesterday i decide to try my luck with his line again ( after more than 60 times) I also prayed to God so that the line will go thru.Miraculously i heard a 'hello' after soo many days! My! i was flabbergasted and i thank god because i was insearch of my lucky star to shine on me again. 30 mins of conversation sure perk me up! Now im GOOD TO GO!
Merci Ya Allah.Je t'aime!

Today,Adjourdhui,Ini Hari.
Mdm Chuminah called me in the morning,she told me that my tickets are booked.Now all i have to do is pack my luaggage and wait for the date to come and report to the airport.I printed the ticket,sadly i couldnt add the booking to my Krisflyer account because they didnt ask for my account.
Nevermind about that i will ask SIA if i can retroactive my mileage claim.

Hari Raya.Eid Mubarak.
I will be busy this week baking lots of kueh.As usual my mom is a superb baker and she loves to bake cookies for my family and friends.Im the pineapple tart insert queen because i will roll the pineapple filling into their respective shapes,i remember i rolled about 2000 fillings last year. I spent one week and 3 hours each day to complete it.

Have you brought your baju raya? Well i have! lol i actually bought it 1 month in advance.
Im planning to get a new chair,thanks to my kitty cat my sofa in the living room is all scratched and they make it seem as though tat my furniture have retired.lol.

Im planning on what i want to pack for Melbourne.
Im sure bringing my dear husband along ps: i will vaccum pack him ! LOL.
Clothes? I change 2 times a day,includes casual clothes and cute pyjamas. So for 2 months...i will do my maths on how many pieces of each i need to bring.
I hate to travel for long because it seems that i have to bring everything which service my head to toe.hahaha.

Im going to watch The Nanny on Hallmark!

A tres bientot Cheries! <3

2008-09-13T09:57:00.002+08:00

Im in very much of trouble now days.Anxienty,fear ,restlessness is in my surrounding energy.
The pressure is pounding upon me.My days are full of insecurities and im just hanging in there for dear life on a verge of death.
I need God,my dear Allah to beseech with with the strength and courage to face the duel of life,the cruelty of reality and the insecurities of the physical world.
I need strength as im mentally and emotionally exhausted.
I need something to re-assure me that everything will be fine in just a matter of 48 hours.
As time pass-by the amount added.It made me fear of even my own soul.
Never been so lost and dumbfounded.
I need the light to guide me thru the path.
I need help with no questions asked.

Ya Allah,beseech me with strenght and courage to move on.
May Allah let all the universe conspire in helping me achieve the dream.

In search of solace and help.

LOstSoul

2008-08-31T11:57:00.002+08:00

Bienvenue Ramadhan!

It just felt as though Ramadhan is still far away,unknowingly time passed and suddenly tommorow is the day.Alhamdulilah i have live to see another year.So,for all the muslim around the world, I wish you a very happy ramadhan and be a good muslim.Looking forward for the joyous eid after one month.

Bienvenue Kolika Petra Benhenia aka Cleopetra/Pit-chuu.
I've recently expanded my family,Kolika Petra Benhenia was found on the 26 August 2008.
Kolika is my 6 week old kitten,she is a tabby-siamese breed with blue eyes ( no pictures of her will be posted for now,she is one exclusive baby) PS: The paparazi will be out to get the billion dollar picture of my kitty .. -_-'' LMOA. hahahaha. i invite anyone to come to my place to view and play with her.

Exams is coming but yet i've not open my book.
I've done the mock test last week and didnt face much of a problem doing my papers.I will be having DCS paper this thursday,oh boy! this subject is a drag. One more paper for DCS and wohooot im done with that technological module which i totally dont find it logical.

-------(/)---------I I---------( ) -> BELIVE IT OR NOT THIS IS THE LOGIC STATEMENT.
PS: Its not logical to me.LOL.

Vietnam VS Melbourne.
Im still in the dilema,im neither in Vietnam nor Melbourne.
Posibility for both is 100%
Im still waiting for the definate answer so that i can prepare myself mentally and physically.

Dats all for now.bye

May the universe conspire for me and you.

2008-08-24T15:32:00.002+08:00

Before i begun blogging i had a sip of Strawberry Red Tea (One of my bb tea fav series) and ate a frankfurter in bun ( i accidentally chewed on the aluminium foil) I gave me this mettalic feeling.LOL.My torso,thigh and leg muscle are all aching to the max,perhaps due to the lactic acid build up in the muscle due to anaerobic respiration taking place when i was running for my 2.4km.NAPFA test was surprisingly not as bad as i thought it would be.I finished No.16th in the race and i was aching after that.NAPFA test has always been in my non favourite list when i was in secondary school because i remember running 10 times ( can u imagine) just to pass my 2.4km run.That was soo pathetic ! and i was the only one out of the whole class. -_-''. Only im my final year of secondary school i did well for NAPFA and scored at lease a bronze medal.

Exams!

Indeed the exams will be here in just a matter of weeks .I've not mugged seriously yet,but i wont worry much because i understand my work pretty well and im able to answer all question during tutorials.It seems that the Petroleum people would have to mug hard because it seems that their syallabus is much tougher than us pharmacy peeps.Good luck everyone! As for RD,keep up with the 4.000 point and as for me...i doing my best for my future and to maintain.High maintanence needed for Aiba N Rasyid.

Vietnam VS Melbourne.

I've been deposited back inside the Vietnam team because my SH thinks that i should pioritize humanitarian effort so that they will be able to write for me a great testimonial for my graduation and with such quo im able to be nominated for noble awards. (noble sounds big .LOL.) Whereas for me i just wish for more and more scholarships to come my way,not only me,but also to my best buddy Rasyid aka RD and not forgetting my dearest Mehdi aka MD.As for my Melbourne attachment,they will be doing something to fit my hectic schedule.oh boy! Everyone wants a piece of me (Aiba is shameless) -_-''

Scholarships = $$$$= Happiness = Impermanance.

ps: Such equation do exist.

I wanna revise my GMP now.

Take, care!

2008-08-19T23:19:00.003+08:00

Mambo! (That is hello in Tanzanian)

Oh boy! Today has been a hectic day for me.
I sat for my DCS (Distributed Control System) phase test this morning! Trust me it was the slowest 2 hours of my college life.The system was complicated,i've always known that technology isnt my forte.

After DCS,with just 15 minutes interval
I had to prep myself up for Microbiology lab test.I love lab test and I've done well except for a small mistake which made me loss time,the questionaire was not so challenging and i manage to do it well.

After Microbiology,
I had PPR presentation,thank god! Everything well as planned.I scored 80/100 ( Take note Rasyid you scored that same too including Ah Seng). Congrats to both of us!

During PPR.
Mdm Chuminah told me that she have a bad and good news pour moi.She told me that i've been selected to do my IA in Melbourne,Australia.I've endorsed my agreement on that opportunity that has beseech me.Alhamdulilah,Overseas IA is something too big for a small person like me.
The bad news is I would have to drop my YEP trip to Vietnam.That sounds dissapointing but i had to make my choice and i've choosen to persue for Melbourne.Im happy for myself =)
I've done what i could to do for Vietnam~ I hope my cookies are still edible.LOL.
But perhaps its not fated for me to Visit that land.Insyallah in my own holiday adventure i will visit it.If you're wondering how long i will be away,it will be at least 2 months and the remaining will be spared for a vacation.

My dad is on vacation.The house is very different with a man around.LOL.
I've received a lump sum of ka-ching ! and i've been planning to get myself a nintendo DS Lite and travel to some exotic places.I think sis wants to go to Barcelona and Im getting her a DSLR camera.Ain't i wasting money on someone who i dont even like.hahahaha. how dumb can i be.
Or perhaps i dont feel like purchasing anything,i will just keep it and save it for future use.

I have to meet Ms Sman tommorow to tell her about my withdrawal for YEP,i hope she wont be dissapointed in me.I've always knew that she always wants the best for her students and then i can meet CPL to endorse my enknowledgement and agreement to go to Melbourne.

In life things happen when u least expect it.

I need to go to bed.
Bonne Nuit cheris!

2008-08-18T12:25:00.002+08:00

A very good afternoon to the world.

No school for me today as i've finish my phase test last week.Oh boy! Dont remind me on how i did for the previous phase test.I was patnered with a girl who has a very intriguing history of her life.She is one of the victim of the teenage mama crisis.LOL.She seldom comes to school .PS: I think her baby is keeping her away all night long.Put aside herstory and lets focus on the phase test.As patners we are suppose to support each other incase the other party has some brainy mulfunction.I've always believe that working together is better than working on my own.It takes two to tango,it takes two brain to produce great result.Indeed,but sadly i dont feel as though i have a patner beside me and the lime light was ALL on me,of course i love the attention but when you're in the limelite people tend to see your mistake.pfttt -_-''.I was struggling on my own ensuring that i have everything i need ready to operate the Aspirin Reaction system.I did my best nevertheless my patner daunt me because of her brain mulfunction.I was lucky because my awesome lecturer understand the pressure i feel thus marked me what i deserve.

Some tagged on my tag board! ~ I noe many beautiful friends of mine did it =)
But i receive a very surprising message from my dear Mehdi Benhenia.
Im skeptical if it was him,i noe he love surprises.
Nevermind,let it pass on.
*_* skepticalicious.

Recently i met a scientist cum doctor on the net.
He is one mysterious dude.LOL.Indeed he is intelligent and he is doing a sophisticated research on phytochemical and plants with medicinal value.Sounds interesting on my part.But plant biology has never been my forte.Im amaze on how scientist can spent 100 years cooped up in that labaratory of theirs doing research thus neglecting what the world has offer to them.If i were to do research one day this will be my magic potion to success: 99% perserverance + 0.5%Inspiration and 0.5% of conspiration.hack care to all those thick book.LOL.How complacent can this little girl get.

Meet and Greet Monsieur President.
Last week i was told my beloved LFS lecturer Ms.Sman that i was nominated to meet Monsieur President.LOL.Hmmmm..i donno how to react but i just feel neutral because afterall he is just a human.But im going to meet my dear Mehdi,oh my! trust me i will be on top of this world..lol..my smile will last eternity (''_).lol.

Demain! Tommorow! Besok! Ming Tian!
I will be doing my PPR presentation at 2:30 pm G.M.T .

I wanna get on with my e-tutor.

Write soon,if more memories are revived.

Bonne Journee!

2008-08-18T00:02:00.002+08:00

Olympic Fever
Congratulation to Xin Jia Por ( Singapore) for winning their first silver medal after 48 years of waiting
Despite not being a sport enthusiast i was entice by the Olympic athlete,surprisingly i can sit in-front of the TV for one whole day and watch the athlete running for their goal medal.I would grunt over faults,Yeah! over aces and Clap for a great shot. LOL .
My favourite event is the Running,i adore seeing athlete running for as far as 10,000km.I adore them because they can run such distance without feeling extreme lethargy.The Africans do have the long sexy legs which make it seem as though they fly on the tracks.I wish i have those too. ^_^.

ExamOlympia
Exams is just round the corner.While I'm typing now the clock is ticking away and there goes the time thus it will be us nearer to the examination date.I've not open any book yet despite my first paper will be next week.I've successfully did my PPR presentation.Microbiology phase test will be Tuesday following by NAPFA test ( i have the Olympic spirit me in ,I CAN DO IT) -_-''

Historic Happenings of My life.

HEADLINE : Aiba was kick out of class
Yes! indeed ,surprisingly i was kick out of class two weeks ago (on a Wednesday) The reason for being kick out was wear jeans (which i was not suppose to) It was a surprise raid by the SH.
I left the class graciously with my head held high and bid adios to my dear classmates.I seek refuge in Rasyid class =) The news of me being kick out spread like wild fire. PS: I've got a confession,i lurve to be the hot topic ( how shameless am i)

HEADLINE : Nose Bleed
Nothing serious,but i was bleeding from my nose,how awful can that be?

I have lots of things on my mind , i need to get them sort out before i can update.LOL

Have a great time ahead,thanks for reading this crappy post!

2008-08-09T10:53:00.002+08:00

Its been too long since i've last update.I even cant even remember what my last post was.-_-''

For the previous week i was busy preparing for the national day celebration performance.Believe it or not,i said yes to Sap when he asked me to dance.I know very well of myself that im NO dancer.As i've always enjoyed challenging myself with new challenges.It was an awesome process of learning something which is not inborn within you.Im very much glad that i manage to follow the dance well and i truly enjoy myself very much.Thanks to Sap,who coach me with very much patience and not forgetting my dear friends (RD,Mas,Eqah,Sol,PK,Mich and Jac) who made the experience and unforgettable and fun .

Watch The W's Cool Clique dance :

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=66vlV9B_c00

PS: i cant get enough of watching myself

Blogging Blues
I have been a lazy blogger lately (or i've always been lazy) I used to enjoy being on the computer for more than 7 hours a day,but now i cant even bear to sit infront of it for more than 2 hours.Computer just bores me now.

PS: I do feel jealous reading my friends blog with soo much updates.Nevertheless that jealously can be overcome if i would make the effort to blog more.

Project Vietnam.
Our book project is going well.The book will be launch in September.I can't wait to see how the book will turn out.

PS: Watch out for the birth of my very first book.

Im still procastinating on the projects that i have to do.Im half way done with Distillation presentation.God,give me some inspiration so that i can do my projects.

Chemical Engineering!
ITS OVER!! Finally its over..my elective for chemical engineer ended last tuesday,it was the day that i've been waiting for from the start,i loath the ambience there.Everytime i entered the class there will be this unwelcoming and aloof feeling in the atmosphere.I've never been myself when im in CE lesson because you feel intimidated just because you dont have maths skills at your fingertips.Maths has never been my forte and perhaps it will never be.In my life i've never dream to become an engineer as i noe that engineer has excellence mathematic skills.LOL.I even ponder how did in the world i end up in such faculty.Whatever it is its over ; and despite loathing what i studied i still did considerably well for my CE. HiphipHuraay!

PS: Its the first time in my life that i scored a double digit number for a complex mathematic paper.Oh boy! How proud i am.

Olympic is on! National's day is over!
The olympic opening was really awesome,national day is boring...LOL...I need something new.
I would suggest member of the parliment to join in and perform ~ that will show the CAN-DO and versatility spirit of Singaporeans.
I've done my part by dancing...lol...

Olympic fever..
Im supporting these nations : France and Algeria!
Singapore? hmmmm............... Let hope they brought home Olympic mascots dolls home.The doll are really cute! =)

Dats all for now,i wanna get on with my presentation.

Adious!

2008-07-21T17:12:00.002+08:00

There is one quote which goes : Opportunity comes when you least expect it.

I really think so.
A few months ago i've been pondering upon my fate on how things will turn out if i go to CPTC.
I was balancing between ethics and personal philosophy.Indeed it was a tough one.To every decision made there are consequences which follow up.I put aside my needologies and put others needologies ahead of me,basically i was just trying to be a warrior on my own by making risky decisions nevertheless God,Dear Allah he is great,he allows the universe to conspire to what i want to achieve.Heroes are heroes because they dare to take big risks.I've took mine and it brought me to a path which i was destined to take.Im not a hero,im still a princess..LOL..

I was given $300 today for no reason thanks to LBKM,which makes me richer by $300.I didnt expect such amount to fall down from the sky.Mdm Choo has decided that Me and Rasyid will be doing our internship together with the rest of our friends,but we both are exclusively EXCUSED for one month so instead of serving a 22 weeks term ours is reduce to 18 weeks ^^.Thanks to Vietnam trip.Im begining to see the Karmic cycle,its true that what goes around comes around.

The story which i have written has been printed into a book.I was estatic when i see that ITS my work that have been publish. Wohhooot !!! (no one noes how proud i am of myself lmoa -_-'')

I've yet to write the dedication statment of the book.May god lead me to write a good dedication statement.

Amin.
A tres bientot mes amis
Je t'aime <3

2008-07-17T17:41:00.004+08:00

Recommended books to read : The Kite Runner By Khaled Hoseini
Tuesday's with Morris By Mitch Albom

I've recently finished reading 2 books by notable writers.Those books mention above were superb.Those who would like to borrow the book may seek for me. (Applies to people in Singapore only)
.LOL.

Life has been hectic for me even though there were not much happening that happens in my life,but i do have upcoming projects which require my participation .I cant believe i said 'yes' to Sap when he asked me if i want to dance.LOL.I love dancing and this will be the first time Aiba ''hip-hopping'' ..Be sure to catch her performing next August.

It had been one week since Oreo fell sick,alhamdulilah he is fully recovered and now he is one playful kitty cat .For you a thousand time my dear dandelion! <3

I have made up my mind to visit Vietnam Only now FINALLY i made up my mind to do what i want to do.Its tough because i had to balance between ethics and my needologies.Why do i fear for what lies ahead of my future,I'm doing something noble,may god bless Rasyid and me for the decision we have made.Amin.

Questions that you should ask yourself.
What makes you happy?
Have you realised that you were never happy? You're always surrounded by negative energy which are called problems? Are you always looking the meaning of your life? Are doing meaningless things just because everyone is doing so? Why do you bother about what is around even though it doesn't affect you in a way or another? Are u satisfied with what you have? Will having millions change your life?What make you thing you're ugly? Are you angry? Do you wish that you were a child again?

One tip for happiness: Happiness don't lie in what we have or what we earn,happiness is : giving what we have to others and seeing them smile widely.

Cherish what we have for this moment,but don't forget we would have to let it go one day because we live in a world of impermanence.Silent prayers for the one we lost and a thought of someone we miss .

Being confuse is a good thing because its a sign that our mind and soul are connecting.

Love each other or perish ~ Professor Morris Schwartz

Boy: I'm proud to be No.1
Wise man : What is wrong with being No.2?

Fate succumbs many a species: one alone jeopardises itself

With fate i will return with another post,
Aiba Roslyn Rosli

2008-07-12T14:31:00.002+08:00

Im just back from sending my dear Oreo to the vet.He was suffering from feline pyrexia basically its just fever,after 2 jabs and some medicine costing me $93,Oreo is back on his feet and having good appetite! I love Oreo!! Get well soon my dear.

TO: Whom ever is concern over inspire room

The inspire room nay longer belongs to the inspire club.I've agreed to donate the room to the Fitness training students as they dont have any classrooms.LOL.If they dont occupy the room im sure it will be useless,Akmal and Jude havent know that i've donated the room to the FT's to use.
I've yet to find my sucessor for my inspire kingdom but thou had not seek for thy successor ( what's up with my shakespearean english ) =)

A short post for now,i wud like to read my book ''The Kite Runner ''...Tata!

2008-07-08T22:57:00.003+08:00

Blaze camp was over long time ago.
Blaze camp was a blast until Ms.TMF decides to spoil the whole thing by adding additional bbq sauce to the grill,everything sizzles.. szzzzzzzzz...szzzzzzzzzzz..
Sorry for the late update because i was tired to update my blog.Lmoa -_- ''
I've learned an important lesson of life during the blaze camp facilitating process which is ''everyone in the world thinks differently because they have different ethics ,perspective and method of understanding''
nevertheless i still strongly believes that ''Great mind think alike fool seldom differs''
So those people who doesnt have common notion ,open your mind and be like me!

To:

Rasyid: Thank You soo much for helping me while i was away and great job Chief !

Teresa : Thank you my neighbour! Neighbour always helps each other! Great Job! Dont take
TMF words too hard ( she is dumb)

Winson : This is my very first time working with you in a team.Its a pleasure to work with you.
Enjoyed it very much!! (Im waiting for the photographs)

Nimo: Dynamite Nimo,who never fails to make people around her smile and laugh,Im glad to have u around!! Thank you!!

Randy : I noe u have an adventurous spirit,unlike me! Thanks for being in the team!

My sincere thanks to my co-facillitators who help me with everything for Blaze Camp One.
Merci Beaucoup!!

Season 3 (sounds like drama series) of the school term has just begun.As usual its boring,i've nothing much to say about my college life.Its all about ME,MYSELF and I.

Life is full of suuurprise!

Chemical Engineering Results~ Surprise No. 1
LOL...I've gotten back the paper recently to my suuurprise i didnt do as bad as i though i will.Im proud of myself being able to score (i didnt pass but i was just a few marks away from passing) in a complex mathematics paper,this is MY FIRST time in my life being able to do something with numbers. Hip Hip Hurray! ( No more single digits for me!) =)

Surprise No 2.
Those smart alex who i have respect with because of their maturity and professionalism in making me think ''oh yeah! they are way better then me'',caught me off guard.I didnt expect them to score WAYYY lower then ME.LOL.Im proud of myself ! Viva La'Aiba

Dats all for today! See u around for my next post !

2008-06-28T12:59:00.002+08:00

Guten Tag Reiders.

Its Saturday..Oh yeah? So what? LOL. Firstly let me wish Good Luck to Mehdi for his Semiology paper.Secondly,let me tell everyone in this world that i've been doing nothing lately.I decide to let myself rest and do as i pleased.To put it,its not that im doing completely nothing,im doing something but those things doesnt required much of my heart and soul attention.This monday i will be going to Blaze camp,not as a paticipant but as the CHIEF student facilitators.I never understand why im always in the top-position.LOL.I've always detest camps.During camp itself i will have to excuse myself for 5 hours to go for my chemical engineering lecture,i think we will be visiting the brewery this coming 2 july.Damn! i will be having chemistry tour in the afternoon and then campfire at the night..Oh dear god! Please do spare my soul.

Death
Death dont scare me much,but dying before realising my destiny is tragic.My neighbour who i always see wondering around in the neighbourhood is now dead,with no alarm or signs.Death angels visits us and takes us away.I read the news this morning and a 17 year old boy died just like that.LOL. I always wonder how will i died.I just hope to die smiling with grace.I also remember a quote which goes like this :

''If you dont die today,u will die tommorow,if you dont die tommorow ,u will die any other day anyway''

Bonne Journee!
A tres bientot

2008-06-25T23:58:00.002+08:00

Finally after 4 months rotting in Chemical Engineering class,yesterday was the exam.All i did was play around with the numbers and listen to what my heart says.It bear no grudges or worries that i might fail.I surrender everything under one word which is 'maktub'.Despite the exam is now over the course is on-going.I love doing all those experiments especially wearing white coats which makes me feel like im some one professional ( Laugh all your might about it but dats why i feel ) , Im no professional as im just a great pretender in life.I enjoy my Pharmacy study compared to Chemical Engineering ,i dont mind being stupid but i couldnt bear being lonely.The atmosphere in CE lesson is morbid as everything is moving by the speed of light which is( 3 X 10^23) and the people around you are those who are not you're comfortable with as they are not of the same frequency.I detest such feeling and i've realised if i felt like that from the very begining i will sure be affected nevertheless.

After CE paper.
I had meeting with Rasyid,tEr and Nimo.We had dinner @ Swensens (again).They had Sticky Choco Chewy ice-cream while i had Nutty-might sundae and splurge on tapas to use up our $50 bucks to the max! .hehehe.Swensen's is sure a good meet-up place for the Rich kids.hehehe.

Today.Adjourd'hui.
I had meeting (again) to discuss with my team members about the blaze camp shits.Im enjoying it very much since its wayyy easier working with Maslan .As an 'I' leader i love doing thing my WAY! its my say,not happy get out of the WAY! lmoa -_-''.

I was given $200 to SPLURGE on stuff for the camp.Before heading to Mustafa center Maslan treat us to a humble side street shop which sells nice & soft Chappatti's. Guess what? We saw Kanye West there!.......believe me? You must be a fool to do so. It was just another black man acting as though he as a million bucks in his bank.

I had an adventurous day.After buying stuff from mustafa , Ter and Rasyid spent some time in my mansion to sort of all the stuff,we dont want to procastinate as TIME is the essence.All of us ended up SHAGGED.Its a rap for the day! Im drained of ideas-Mental Lethargy.

But at the back of my cerebrum hemisphere my project,my holiday homework and e-tutor is synapsing back and forth.Damn! WHEN WILL I HAVE A CHANCE TO LET EVERYTHING GO AND CONCENTRATE ON BEING JUST AN 'average' STUDENT.

~Im excluded because im Exclusive.
Aiba Roslyn Rosli

2008-06-23T01:57:00.004+08:00

Un Jour Viendra

Un jour viendra tu me dira je t'aime
du bout du coeur mais le dire quand meme
un simple mot et l'aveu d'une larme aux bords tes yeux
feront de moi un homme heureux

un jour viendra tu saura toutes ces choses
qui ont fait ma vie bien plus noire que rose
tu comprendra mes pudeurs et tous ces mots
qui me font peursque j'ai caché come un voleur

toi, c'est le ciel qui t'a envoyé
vers moi pour me réapprendre à aimer
et attends, et laisse faire les jours
laisse le temps au temps et a l'amour

un jour viendra tu me dira je t'aime et j'aimerai

un jour viendra tu me dira je t'aime
du bout des yeux mais le dire quand meme
dans le ciel de ton regard lire ton regard est ma victoire
un jour viendra tu m'aimera

toi, c'est la vie qui t'as envoyévers moi
qui n'ai jamais fait que passer
a coté des choses essentiels
par defit pour bruler mes ailes

un jour viendra tu me dira je t'aime et j'aimerai

attend, laisse faire les jours
laisse le temps au temps et à l'amour

un jour viendra tu me dira je t'aime et je t'aimerai
je t'aimerai
je t'aimerai

One day will come,it will.....

Ecoute de la musique : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DbP6TtDbszE

2008-06-21T10:23:00.002+08:00

Bonjour a'tous!

Its 10:23 am. I have awaken since 8 am.Today will be quite a busy day since its my grandpa 100th day death anniversary.I hate the malay tradition because they lurvess to cook thousand of dishes making as though as it is a feast of happiness.For me death aniversary is not a solemn or a happy occasion its just neutral for me.We just pray for those who have part from us.We do pray for the living too but does we remember to do so?

Oreo big lump burst!!
Oreo big purulence on his cheek burst and oozes out smelly liquid called pus and he was bleeding.I attend to him as im his official 'vet'.hehehe.Since he is a cat i cant dress his wound ,i only apply 'minyak bubut'~(sea cucumber oil) to dry his purulence wound and prevent infection.
He looks fine, his vital signs are normal and here he goes again playing in the fields and eating lots of good fishy food.hehehehe. Je t'aime Oreo Algra Benhenia!! <3

Meeting With Maslan
Yesterday i had meeting with Maslan.He treated Rasyid and Me for dinner @ Swensens.
Swensens cafe and restaurant dont serve delicious food like they used to.I ate 'Princely Chicken'
*what a name* tak feel like princess pun! .LOL. Meeting went on smoothly.Im excited about the upcoming camp but before that i will have to sit for my Chemical engineering paper.

There goes my holidays,its a busy as ever.I have no idea when everything will just stop and i will be let alone during holidays thus it will give me the opportunity to go on holidays!! Im sure that day will come,but i dont know when.

Quote du Jour :

“When we least expect it, life sets us a challenge to test our courage and willingness to change; at such a moment, there is no point in pretending that nothing has happened or in saying that we are not ready. The challenge will not wait. Life does not look back. A week is more than enough time for us to decide whether or not to accept our destiny.”
~Paulo Ceolho

2008-06-20T15:34:00.003+08:00

The ardousness of preparing for my
CHEMICAL ENGINEERING
PAPER

2008-06-20T14:17:00.003+08:00

Its Friday.

I was supposed to meet Maslan yesterday @ 3pm but he postponed it to today 4pm. I have been quite busy preparing for my chemical engineering module exam which will be next Tuesday.Lets hope that i can do well for the test.Ganbatte Aiba.I spent 4 hours of my time daily to revise and practice those complex mathematical cum engineering equations,sometime i even wonder why a dummy like me is studying something which is concentrated with numbers.I noe myself that i detest numbers,but while revising i realised that im capable of doing something which i detest all i need it just a lil bit more time.

Yesterday was my grandma Rock! birthday .Her name is Rokiah,i call her nenek Rock!..she is ....... ( i cant remember how old she is). We had a mini celebration. Its been 98 days since grandpa died.Tommorow will be his 100th day death anniversary,we will have mass prayers tommorow at granny's place.My mom have the responsibility to cook for the mass,so i will be pretty busy in helping with preparing of the lauk-pauk and kuih-muih. (how horrible does my malay sound)

During her celebration i received an sms from Rasyid asking me if im free to meet him and tEr.I smell some trouble in the air,i've read their blog posts and feel that im not doing anything as a friend as im always engulf by my own busy-ness,am i being selfish?.A friend in need is a friend indeed.

Oreo is sick.The is a big lump on his neck.Im damn worried,gotta bring him to the Vet soon,but Vet's in singapore is very expensive. It cost $80 for just consulation and a few hundred for x-ray's and diagnosis.Nevermind the cost,i will sure bring my dear Oreo to see the Vet.

Have a happy day!
Love,
Aiba Roslyn Rosli

2008-06-19T10:52:00.003+08:00

こんにちは

Konichiwa dear reader's.For the past days i have been busy preparing the campus for our Japanese delegates from Takamatsu high school.My campus have been conducting hostings for delegates from many different countries which include Korea,Japan and Indonesia.Thank god everything went as planned.

Fun things that i did during rehearsal
1) Became a judge for the dancers ( hellyeah the dance was terrible at first but they 'improved' as time goes by)
2)Played on a Gibson Clear Electric guitar (rare guitar)
3)Karaoke with tEr, Rasyid and Kumar (This is my first time singing my lungs out )
4) Enjoyed the process of rehearsal despite its tiring.

Smooooties!
Smooties girls was not up to par.By observing them i learn something ; not everyone in the world has initiative or sense of presentation,it was such a let down .I didnt understand why they didnt learn from their mistakes and improve it for the smoothie demo.It was not their first time mind you,this presentation is their second.So no more smoothies after this.Im dissapointed! 0_0''

$$$$$$$$
Money matters! I was given $280 for the Japanese even i budgetted $200 for my japanese guest door gifts and $80 for my smoothies girls . When i counted the balance for the smoothies expenditure ,it didnt telly with the expenditure. -_-'' once again smoothie girls were a let down!

''I EXPECT MORE from you Girlfriends!!'' ~ Bapok Sesat ..LOL..

Something embarassing!!
Today it was my corridor's turn to have a new cement finish.The bangla's worker has been knocking on my door too remind me not to go out until 1 hours time ( due to that i asked maslan to postpone the meeting later) I agreed to let the cement dry. My dear Oreo was at home sleeping,as usual he will wake up wanting to PEE n POOP,he is such a tame cat that he will do all his WEEWEE buisness outside in the fields.But today i had to close the door and i told Oreo to wait for 1 hour before he can relieve himself.

1 Hour pass!
The cement was still alil wet but i was able to step it without creating any footprints on it.I decide to bring Oreo to the fields to do his WEEWEE buisness. I live on the 3rd floor but today they cemented the 1st and 2nd floor after the 3rd,sadly those cement was not dry or step-able when the 3rd floor has dried.
I decide to climb to the 6th floor thinking that they had cement it days before.

4th - cement was step-able

5th -cement was step-able

5.5th - 'PLOINK' splat!! splat!!! damn!!! the bangla's had just cement the floor.it was FRESH cement!! my foot was stuck to the ground ( sounds like a scene in a movie) and also with Oreo struggling in my hands. *for a moment i was blank* a few seconds later i took off my slippers ~(barefooted)~ i ran back to the 3rd floor being afraid that they have seen me...hahahah...I feel like an idiot.

The contractors came to finish the flooring,i heard them complained about the footsteps and the slipper on the 5.5th corridor...lol...i bet they didnt noe i was the one who did that!

Kesian bangla yang sudah ratakan cement tu! kwangkwangkwang!!

New blog skins!
Thanks for taking your time to read.Thanks to my sister who changed my blogskin to uplift my blogging libido. I have been suffering from BD~ blogging dysfunction.I have been very lazy to update this blog,lets hope i can do better and update more great stories!

Happy day!
Love,
Aiba Roslyn

2008-06-11T15:52:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 41st BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST MOM!

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAR MEHDI BENHENIA

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY TO MY PAL RASYID

Today is my mom's birthday.It was Rasyid's birthday last Friday and my dearest Mehdi's last Saturday.Guess what!?!?! I did manage to talk to Mehdi,thank god for that because it has been 2 months since we spoke,not forgetting very much thanks to his father who was very nice and asked me to call after an hour if i want to speak to his son.AWWWW..isnt that sweet? and i soulfully apologized to Professor Benhenia if i have made him deaf for a split second because i shouted estatically thinking that was Mehdi who pick up that call,gosh im really soo embarassed.. (0_0)
But i was really happy to have made my dearest birthday special.

The holidays are approaching and my chemical engineering module exam is approaching.HELLYEAH.i've not even open my lecture notes to revise or do anything about it.
I realised that i seldom update my blog,unlike my friends they live in life with millions of stories to tell nevertheless my life is still very interesting perhaps too interesting that it becomes wordless.Life in 2nd year pharmacy is really boring.Really boring.Till i have become inert to the boredom.

ATTACHMENT!
Oh God hear my plight!
I want to be attached to a good company if possible i want to be attached to EXXON chemicals.
Dear God,im sure you noe how much i love Lab work,so please please please ...get me a lab job and please refrain me from any blow job in the neer future because im reserving it till i get married^_^

~Aiba's prayer.

2008-06-03T22:38:00.002+08:00

I was soo bored during Pharmacology lesson,so i decide to VANDALISE my desk
This is my 3rd time vandalizing but i rub it off the desk when im sastified.

2008-06-03T10:48:00.003+08:00

Suddenly everything seems so stagnant here.
Indeed,i've been not updating my blog since ~ i've lost track of when did i even last update.

Life has been quite boring lately,its just a rigmarole of routines every single day nothing that impacting has happen.

Mehdi line is still in comatos~ this is a great blessing from God because surprisingly my handphone bills was quite low last month and also i whine no more about wondering when he will reply to my emails.So i conclude,to everything that happen there lies a reason and wonders behind it.

School.
School's alright but its not a fun as before.2nd year is rather relaxing because there seems to be more practical and lab sessions compared to lectures and tutorials.

Vietnam.
I've completed writting my story which i called 'The Golden Fruit' .
I never even dream of writting a story of my very own creation but indeed i was wrong,God has given me the opportunity to write for children in the 3rd world country.
The project is still on-going,there is more to come and i cant wait for the book to be ready for me to share my work with my friends and family.

June,
So fast...its already half of the year.The previous half i dont even noe what happen to it,it seems to just fly pass just like that! ouff..

June,
Birthdays to many special people in my life.My m0m,grandma,uncle,Mehdi and Rasyid , Abdelhaq and Hichem.

I sleepy now,but i still have some task to do.
I will go now
Adious!

Wait...i almost forgot
Congratulations to Rasyid and dear friends who had won the ASPRI award.

2008-05-21T22:27:00.002+08:00

Inspirace was over!

Upcoming big projects!

Hear the Nation Roar
''Folklores Redefined''

Aiba is as usual as busy as a bee.
Im looking forward to completing my Vietnam project,because its a very interesting one!
We participants will have to write out a story based on singapore folklore and transform it into our very own story with illustration.I've never thought i will one day be an author,writer or an editor because i thought this things will never be meant for me as im no one.Its such an interesting project and i have a great feeling that it will turn out really well or perhaps more than we expect.It will be an honour to be in such a great project.

GMP lessons : Microbology and Pharmacology (to put it professionally)
GMP lessons are boring,but the subject taught is really awesome and it spur my interest.But having people in class which dont appericiate the beauty of such subject is such a waste.Its really awful to not have any one who can understand situational jokes which are by-products of my thinking.No one to laugh with because everyone seems to dead.

ASPRI award.
I will be undergoing an interview with the ASPRI panel this upcoming Friday, along with 9 other smart peeps! Lets hope Rasyid and Me will win that award...If we win, $300 will be in our pocket! $300 = 3,125 900 VND. We both will be millionaires in Vietnam.hahaha.

I have no say!
Im no more caught in a dilemma.
Im going now!
Bye!

2008-05-16T23:16:00.004+08:00

I've realised that I've not been blogging for a while,pardon me dear reader's ( do i even have any?!?!)
i have not been in the mood to blog.Recently , i have been engulf with quite a number of activities in college and thus too tired to update,there is no enthusiasm mood within me as im not really enjoying much of the moment in my life that im having ( how ugly is that) ,firstly because i dont get to hang out with the usual gang in college,since we separated we see less of each other and also Mehdi line is still in comatose,im still waiting for the day that the line wud be revive.I live my days as it is and do my very best to accommodate myself.My classmates are a bunch of PITA( pain in the ass) NOT everyone mind you,but its just my (X) classmate which only god noes why i detest them soo much.I seldom detest things but some people in class do really ticks my NERVES.I feel like torturing em' and then brutally murder ppl that i detest( if any1 died of being murder dear CIA,its not me because i dont physicalized my words).I even wonder why i hate 'THE DOG'',every time when i see him i can feel the negative aura that surrounds the atmosphere.Perhaps that is the lastest HD negativity. Haute definition negativity!!

InsPiraCe.Merci Beaucoups SC members!
iNSpIrAcE is my first project that i've planned from scratch.It goes as planned and im happy with it,even though it might seems a lil disorganised but i've tried my best.Event management has NEVER been my forte but i dont understand why i came across this path? Perhaps God is leading me to something.I lied.Honestly i've never done anything big before in my life,i was just merely trying to act out what i see on tv or try to impress someone by reading books and remembering the ''cool'' things contained in the book.That is a strategic movement of being Aiba Roslyn Rosli. You think im a liar? a crook ? or fake? Decide for yourself.Hate me ,love me,I am still me.Human have the tendency to look at others fault and gossip about it,but when it comes to their own they try their very best to bury it deep down the shit hole.

Cyclone Ngaris and China Earthquake.
As i was too engulf with my project i didnt realise how horrible was the natural disaster.Perhaps mother earth is angry and she wants to shake off those useless human on earth.hahahaha.How heartless is that comment.Or perhaps mother earth was having a bad cold that she sneezed a cyclone hitting Myanmar.HAHAHAHA.I didnt catch up with the cyclone news because i couldnt be bother perhaps because the Junta can still proceed with their so called 'elections' while their own people are dying of starvation and being deprived of medication and basic sanitation.Who cares? the world do care?(yes they do) but is anything being done? (yes)/THY NON.then? Shut up and lets hope miracle will happen.

China Earthquake.
I noe why this happen,according to my fantasy,A family of giant earthworm wud like to escape from the core of this earth after staying there for 100 billion years,They have decide to move because its too hot down there.There are too many building constructed that the weigh caused them to be pushed further.The forget to excuse themselves thus while thinking they would made a quiet move they accidentally shook the whole city down.Opppps the giant earthworm did it again! Perhaps thats how Dinosaur in China extinct,thanks to the giant earthworm deep beneath the earth crust.
Hahahaha..how crappy is tat right? but everything happens for a reason.

ARR syndrome.
I'm currently suffering from influenza flu and mild pyrexia.Lets hope i can get well soon

Dilemma.Attack of the mysterious force
I will be flying off to Vietnam to do some charity work this October.Im finally doing some good deed.hahahaha.But things is not as easy as it seems,there are some complexity entangle to that project which created a dilemma within my soul.As everyone in CPT noes that we will be going for our IA this SEPTEMBER,however my Vietnam trip wud only be in October thus there lies the threat of me not being able to serve as volunteer for this particular project which i have my interest in. I wud be able to go but it will jeopardise my opportunity to expand my social circle in the MN C's pharmaceutical companies.To sum up everything : If i go for my Vietnam trip i might land myself in CPTC(not bad at all,but its just me) or in a rundown company (o_o).hahaha.
I've always been a philosophical person and im always keen of helping others.

I remember this quote which goes like this : A warrior of light always put others before himself .
If i were to neglect the Vietnam trip ,of course i would end up mixing around with the socialites in the industries,but wouldn't that be selfish of me to think of just MYSELF and neglecting people who needs me?

I realised that this enigma is making me confuse and dazed. I will consult the very best to help me thru this.

This enigma is a mysterious force.
Perhaps it's a force that appears to be negative,but actually shows you how to realise your destiny.It prepares your spirit and your will,because there is one great truth on this planet : Whoever you are,or whatever it is that you do,when you really want something,it's because that desire originated in the soul of the universe and its your mission on this earth to fulfilled your belonged dreams.

2008-05-04T13:23:00.007+08:00

Mr.Oreo Alegra Benhenia

The colorful and Black & White world

Flower 1

Bee and flower

Flower 2

I've took all this pictures recently .

Camera : Canon Digital Ixus i7

2008-05-04T13:02:00.003+08:00

So far nothing notable happen,it has been quite boring since i've part with my W classmate.I've just been busy with my Inspire club stuff.We are planning for an amazing race which will be held @ Sembawang park on the 14 May Wednesday.Interested party are welcome.Akmal and I had to plan everything from the scratch and this is my premiere Game plan.The best thing is that we have an external agency to help us with the logistics and caterer to help us with the food preparation.so we dont have to crack our brains to look for manpower which is damn scarce.Its Inspirace cum Party!! hahahaha...Im excited on how it will turn out.

Surprisingly it has been a month since i've been in touch with Mehdi.Due to some blocked line problems,im unable to call him.Curse the damn line!

Pharmacuetical.
Pharmacuetical has been awesome,im enjoying what is being taught.From cGMP's,PPR's and the most important word of all word that should be avoided is 'CONTAMINATION' ,contamination is a SIN in the pharmacuetical world.We get to try the bunny suit or cleanroom jumpsuit which makes u look like a cute bunny in easter.hehehe.No camera's allow in the cleanroom so im sorry that i cant take a picture of myself wearing the bunny suit.

Temperature. Singapore is 35 deg!! ahhhhhhhhhh...
The world is getting WARMER.And i can feel the intense heat of the sun scorching my skins!
Lets do our part to save the earth.
What you can do?
Switch off your computer now! It will help save electricity thus they dont have to burn alot of coal to generate the electricity. -_-'' lmao

What to do now?
Im bored...hmmm..i will go now to slack with my husband...Ciao!!
Good day ppl =)

2008-04-29T20:49:00.002+08:00

Salutations!

Its been awhile since i've got my blog updated. ''Aiba died what she was alive''.This was the quote written by my favourite writter.Basically i didnt died or im going to die any sooner.I felt that i died soulfully because i was engulf by my busyness that i have forgotten to enjoy my life.Last week i was busy with Vinod's shooting and finally we finish the movie and on a relaxing saturday while people are enjoying themselves baking in the sun,i was at home helping my mom preparing the dishes for my grandad 40th day death anniversary (anniversary? hahaha..isnt death shud be something more solemn)and on a sunday i was back on track filming -_-''.I would also like to complain to Singtel and Djezzy !! BECAUSE they have not been cooperating thus im unable to call my dear Mehdi. It has been 3 weeks since last i heard his voice and im wishing that the line will FINALLY get connected and the damn line will be unblock.Its hard,since im soo used to talking to Mehdi . I have no time to emo,because im just not that kind of person..hahaha..Aiba emoing? Doomsday must be coming soon. My brains cells are degenerating as times goes by because that's what it will do when i cant get to talk 2 Mehdi , Oh god !! hehehe..
Eversince being in Z class i felt im drifted away from many things around me.I dont have much time to hang around like i used to since our schedule is different,lunch time differs and i dont have much time too to do what my friends did as i have my responsibility as a daughter when i come home everyday~ i have to contribute my time to accomodate for the physical things in the house and i suddenly realised how important was it to sleep,i have to sleep because when im shagged im not up to par which im not supposed to be .Im also back in toll as the President of Inspire club,there will be an Orientation Amazing race this Friday which was plan from scratch by Akmal and Me.

I hope everything will run smoothly
I hope i will resusitate soon ~ call my doctor for me!
I wish the line wud be unblock!

Pardon me for such horrible content.I need my medicine.

2008-04-20T14:11:00.003+08:00

The weekend is here once again!
The first week of school has been quite relaxing! As usual.I've begun my elective study for Chemical engineering,i have thought that after this module i wouldnt want to continue doing CE.
Perhaps i would like to do Biomedical.
The first week begun with a few surprises.Firstly Rasyid ,I and some other friends were nominated for the ASPRI award.Its an award given by the association of the chemical process industry.Its not the money which is given and awarded to us,but its an important award for us to set a benchmark in the blooming chemical process industry.Secondly,I will be going to Vietnam for a YEP trip.Its a 2 week trip and so far this will be my premiere trip that im going on my own.Me and some other great friends will be there to do some community service and enjoy our summer in Vietnam.Im estatic at the same time very excited to go on for a 2 week trip for this summer!

CCA fair!
I almost forget abt the CCA fair,perhaps now i've slacked alot and i've not been thinking anything for my INSPIRE club,since being verbally demoted i've lost interest.But after confiding to the authority,i shall reserve the rights to be in toll once again.There will be another election on the 24 april at 12 pm! I dont mind of not being the president,but such big post will entitle me to great things and beyond for my college resume.~Aiba is not greedy mind u! But fighting for something that she has the rights to fight for.

Im just relaxing for my weekend,as my days are schedule with heavy duty lessons and shooting.So the weekend is reserved for Aiba to rejuvenate.

Bonne journee!
A tres bientot!

2008-04-16T21:44:00.002+08:00

Finally school has re-open after its 3 week term break.I was dying for it to re-open as i was torture by boredom and was suffering from its adverse syndrom.This term differs from the previous ones as i'm in my specialization.I now specialize in Pharmaceutical Chemistry and Technology,apart from that im also doing a sub study of Chemical Engineering.Pharmaceutical has been something which i adore since i was in my early teens and now finally being able to realise that particular dream is a achievement for my life.

2nd year in college
Time flies that i didnt realise that it has been one year since i've been to college.It has been an interesting journey for the previous year.Lets hope it will be a meaningful and joyful ahead.
Since im in my specialization :Rasyid ,Marhaini ,Syed and gang plus all the unmention beautiful people from FKCO7O4W are now in the different class.Terribly miss them,but what can i do,life is like this ,we have to always part with thing we love because the universe conspire helping you to achived that belonged dreams.Hope they will do well in the specialization and may the angels be with them always.

There are soo many things to update,but i feel that im not in the mood to do so.hahaha.WTF?
Nevermind will post a better one soon.Insyallah.

Good nite world!

2008-04-12T01:17:00.006+08:00

The best foilage picture and its my first time taking picture of flowers!

Pictures taken by : Aiba Roslyn Rosli
12 April 2007
copyright 2008 A.R.R

2008-04-12T00:53:00.003+08:00

11 April 2008

It was the first time in how many weeks ( i cant count) that i've finally returned to campus! I miss my campus compound soo much and not forgetting my friends (RASYID,TERESA,RYZAL + THE SC MEMBER (-) NOT THE NICE ONES) who always never fails to brighten up my day!! I had been called back to campus to mentored 2 juniors who has bequeth my role as the official emcee for the freshman orientation, which will be this Monday.It was a great feeling to finally see someone else doing things that we usually do. Rasyid and I are sure proud to have our new babies emceee's! Thanks to Ter for picking out the best genes!
As usual i heard gossips about MR.FYI (if nobody is happy because im mentioning names! Mind you i couldnt careless!) MR.FYI hates everyone including me.hehe.Not being like by him doesnt even matter to me! But something that i dont understand is he feels as though he is the BEST among US! SCREWED MR FYI !!!!

After Orientation rehersals,I had to complete my mission to send those unsubcribe books back to the vendor ,it was nice to be accompanied by good friends.After that we head to 'the place' because Ryzal had some unfinish buisness and finally head to VIVOcity to have lunch and slack! I got my darling OREA ALGRA BENHENIA his new collar and lots of cat food to ensure my darling doesnt go hungry!! Je t'aime Oreo!

Im looking forward for college to reopen.I have been rotting at home.But SADLY next semester wouldnt be the same again.Rasyid and few other great friends will be separated from me.Its a sad thing but life will go on as usual.I have to be prepared to juggle my time as i heard there will be tonnes of projects cuming.

To Rasyid : I will terribly miss you!

Today!

I had movie shoot with Vinod.Nothing special to write! But i have pictures taken when i was out in the wild.Pictures speaks a thousand words!

Bonne Nuit!

2008-04-07T22:50:00.002+08:00

Finally I've accomplish something that i've been wanting to do over the holidays.What is that goal? It is to clean my wardrobe .Finally today i have the mood to do so.I've always complained that i lack of clothes,But to my surprise i found more that 75 pieces of tee-shirts,18 pieces of jeans and few bermuda's,3 suits and few other blouse that i've not even wear.I've decide to be a good noodle and donated 30 % of my clothing to Indonesia .If u asked why indonesia? because i noe a person who will be grateful and collect all my clothings and transport them there for free.hahahaha.

Double happiness in the month of April.
The begining of april was when i got my results back.Thank god i did very well,im very happy for my results.And the second happiness is my father just got a deal with the Rits Singapore to help them prepare for the upcoming F1 racer's accomodation and to get involve in promoting the F1 racing within the hotel compound.Such deals are worth a pot of goal.

Today we had dinner at Burger King.My dad wasnt happy that my sister was eating bacon,when i asked him why, He told me its was because Bacon is made of pork.hahaha.Perhaps touring around the world has made him thought so.I wonder doesnt he knows that Burger King is HALAL.

I cant wait for school to reopen and check on what God has install for me for the next year in college and in my life.

Last Saturday i went to Khalis engagement party.Congrats to him.Harap hingga ke jinjang pelamin.Insyallah.

2008-04-02T19:11:00.004+08:00

Results Out Finally!!!

The results were out since 9 am today.I was too scared to view the results on my own.I sms'ed Rasyid asking him if he had viewed his results.We decide to view our results together like we did for the previous semester.Marhaini was as usual estatic to know her results.I begun my day by asking my friends who were online about their results,they were very brave.I decide to wait a lil longer before the truth is reveal.

Finally the time come to face the truth of my results.

Cheng..cheng...cheng!!!!!

Wohooot...i didnt expect another 4.000 for my GPA!! Congrates Aiba.

Rasyid got a 4.000 too.Congrats to Rasyid too.

The most unbelievable thing is getting an A for PIC,which is one killer module.

A ''B'' grade for that subject will make a BIG difference to the GPA.

Thank God for all the 'A's in my results slips!

As usual my days are boring,i just spent time converting oxygen to carbon dioxide and spending time with my darling husband on bed.Sleeping was the only way that i can kill my time.

Yesterday,Nic called to asked my abt my results and asked me if i wanna go watch any movie,oh yeah!! finally i have something to do! I accepted and we went to watch Rule #1 at GV Yishun.Its been years since i've been to the cinema.I realised that i have been going out with the same person for more than once,i noe its funny it was just because im damn bored.

It will be another 2 weeks before college re-opens.I wonder what has God install for me for the next 2 weeks!

Congratulations to all who have done well but for those who didnt, work hard for the next year!

For Rasyid ,ME and the other 4 pointers!

Maintain your results =)

2008-04-01T19:45:00.002+08:00

Results Tommorow!

I guess everyone is too anxious for their results that they neglect today is April Fool's day.Surprisingly i didnt get any prank sms or calls this year.Tommorow will be the RELEASE
of my first year end of the term results,im hoping to get a GPA of at least 3.800 and not anything lesser than that.My best wishes to Rasyid,Syed and Sandeep,lets hope you pass with flying colours once again not forgetting my other classmates and April intake students,GOOD LUCK for your upcoming results!!

Holidays has always been very boring for me.I detest college holidays because there will really be nothing to do when the semester ends because there is nothing new or anything that we can read or revise on,however boring the holiday might seems but its actually the time for us ''rejuvenate'' after the hard days and work in college.I didnt get any reply from the Singapore Zoological garden after Rasyid and i had signed up to work as a tram operator.But so what? Getting a job now is not my top piority..

Yesterday i spent my whole night being accompanied by Nic.I was lucky to have someone to date me out because spending time rotting at home is real torture.We went out from 12 am - 6 am in the morning .We had supper and then tea.Fancy eating 'Fish ball' soup around 3 am.We chatted the whole night ,its has been a while since i spent time outside so it was an enjoyable one! =)

Im anxiously waiting for my results...Just wish me the best for it!!

Ganbatte Aiba!!